Unrequited Love At first he was cautious with me. He didnt want to be around me. I took a step forward he took one back. I couldn't understand how I could love him so much and he not feel the same about me. I'd waited so long just to hold him and he didn't even want me to touch him. So I backed off. Well I had to... I didnt want to share this nasty cold. So Im laying there, reading my book, minding my business and out of nowhere he comes, playing Monster, dancing and showing off his new toys.
He just needed time to warm up to his auntie:) And now he's all lovey dovey and giving away kisses and such. If only all my male relationships were so easy.
thank God for reciprocity (even if its a rarity) ade
So I ventured out again last night. And first let me tell you the blogger ladies were quite attractive. Lets just say white and short was the order of the night (peans and miss part B). I dont know where NWP get those shorts but they were wukking. And Andrea was as model chic gorgeous as ever. as usual lani represented. (just giving credit where its due) Anyhoos i digress.
I needed to go out to realise that I wont be going out again while im here. I dont know what it is but I dont belong in the Bajan party scene.
For the first part I was quite alone. The Peanut was doing her thing (go on girl) and after a little while the solitude started playing with my head. Suddenly the Joe Boxer memories just started flooding in. BUT I GOT OVER IT. Nothing like the ex-ex-ex-bf and the Extra Old (one drink!!) combined with some B Girl company to make the night tolerable and even fun.
But I still wont be back. Id rather be in my bed than rubbing shoulders with the super cool people of Bim. Theyre just too frickin cool for me....
well i have 6 tapes to watch before saturday and a few novels to immerse myself in. I'll be good til i leave.
Shame SO I finally made it out. And of course I had to get my 30BDS worth (thats 90TT dammit) i drank all night.... in a frickin empty club on an empty frickin stomach. What an IDIOT! I know I was acting the fool in the people club. And I dont even know how I got in my bed. How very very very embarrassing..... very. My dad is even looking at me funny this morning. Well that wont be happening again. I got my party on. BOY DID I GET MY PARTY ON! And I think Ive had enough alcohol to last me the rest of the year:D But I think it was a successful B Girls Reunion complete with the Kolij crush and the govie pooh. Im sure he can atest to the fact.... BGIRLS KNOW HOW TO PARTY.
This Is Private Island Good BBQ Pig tails.... check!
Now I have to work on getting to the beach. I slept 10 hours last night. This is a beautiful thing. AND I havent set foot in a party yet. But I realise that if I dont it wont be any big deal at all. Id prefer a private party anyday.;)
well its gorgeous today and tan lines dont make themselves...right govie
