Catching Up hey hey remember me? how could i forget you? but you did.....
but Brett is well and doing his masters at Georgetown.:) Just A Little Crush I have a slight attraction to a lecturer. A totally goofy looking lecturer. BUT there are few things sexier than an intelligent man who knows his stuff. correction: theres NOTHING sexier than a smart man doing what he does well... well maybe Joe Boxer models.... maybe.....
Back On Track I caught up with Real World last night. And its actually getting semi interesting. Im enjoying my new place, cold water showers and all. My new housemates are seeming nice so far. One in particualr is soooo sweet.
It's Been A While Its been almost a year since I spoke to my old love Brett (my first and possibly last dabble in white chocolate;) I never hear from him. But while this used to cause great anger and bitterness before, Ive reached the point where it's ok that he's out of my life. In my rare moments of lucidity I know he was put there for me for a reason, I never would have made it through Johns Hopkins without him. He fulfilled his purpose in my life and now Im a better person for knowing him. Obviously I wonder how he is and what he's doing and occasionally I satisfy that curiosity but he has gone his way and I've gone mine and hopefully our paths will cross again. But if not I value him for his contribution to Ade Kinch (much improved) 2003 edition.
same goes for all the other exes and former love interests. Of course this view is subject to change depending on hormone levels and other factors. But this is how I feel when Im entirely sane and rational:) not that y'all really care.
A Little Faeces Never Killed Anyone I smell like cow sh*t. We just did rectal palpation (feeling the genital tracts through the rectum) and I wasnt very successful at it. However I managed to feel the calf in there, its pretty hard to miss. I guess one day I'll be good at it. And while we're at it...another first... I inserted the endotracheal tube in a dog correct on the first try. AND I set my hair last night. I didnt do too bad. But the next time I will be better.
everyday I do something I never thought I could do its a little victory. :)
I cant believe Uncle Dalton is gone. I was thinking all along that he would get better. That bad things just couldnt happen to such a good person. Such a successful man with so much to live for.
BUt if anything comes out of it, its just reminds me that i have to value those close to me. and to never take it forgranted that they will be around for me to tell them how i feel.
Retromania the fete was decent. nothing to scream about. not even a huge turnout of eye candy. HOWEVER, I got my Machel dose. I dunno what it is... (i think hypovitaminaemia is increasing my hormone titres) But I am highly susceptible to sexy stimulus. That man does things to me. Especially when he's all sweaty from a performance. But I kept the interaction to an acceptible 30 seconds. Got my fix and left:D I got my picture taken so I will post that when i get a copy. I looked decent. but of course Trini women were representing. I was sooo relieved I didnt have to model. I would have looked like a beached whale. It was good to be back on the scene. But I wont be making it a habit. Got to keep it fresh.
Im all moved in and even though my room looks like a tornado passed through its good to know I wont have to move again til im ready to leave the island. AND the cold water shower wasnt half bad. I think they will be quite helpful in my state.
I slept out again last night. I feel like a frickin nomad:) rootless;) (hahah I made a funny) And it was so strange not to have anyone to call and tell my whereabouts. Cause noone really cares.
trinidad just getting sooo militant. My friend showed me the papers today to impress on me the need to becareful. two whole pages of who got shot at and who was found murdered. Needless to say it worked. I aint taking no chances. i need to see my nephew grow up into a handsome young man.
band launch tonight... and that little piece of tube top I got to wear looking quite cute:) i hope my belly flatten out by tonight. I most likely wont make it to triniscene this time. lots of trini women going be around tonight and i know i cant compete:) but maybe i will get a pic to show off my new short do anyways.
