Waiting its raining... and im waiting to go out tonight. do the showers put a damper on things? Hell no... its always better when its wetter:D (but lordy it raining kinda hard)
random ish
im so scared of guys that know just the right things to say.
Home Xtremely Early i think im tired of the party scene. not a great idea a few days before kadooment but thats just how i feel. i would rather be spending some quality time with great conversation and xcessive cuddling.
so the word is out about the flam...people are noticing that we're together alot.
got questions and comments like
Are you and (insert flam's name here) romantically involved? Are you two dealing? Are you engaged? Why you leaving so early? Then again if I was getting some i'd leave early as well....
The inquiring public wants to know:)
And in other news... the pinkslip managed to stand me up again. I actually got suckered into believing she was going to make it out this time... but alas. I wont get my hopes up again. If she was a fella she would be in plasma land ever since! fyah bun stander uppers!!!:S
so yah know the free costume i was offered (note offered, not asked for or even remotely hinted at....) well it looks like im not getting it. Silly of me to think that a guy was going to offer a costume and not try to hit on me afterwards. But it's not worth it to entertain him. BUT Im thinking about revelling. A flask of "mood enhancer", enough people i know in bands, a nice pair of shorts and unlimited fellas to wuk up on... i think it would be a great day, costume or not. Anybody wanna join me?:D and you never know, stranger things have happened... maybe he might still organise that costume even though i aint taking him on like that. HA!
Love You Forever Today a guy told me that he loves me now and will forever. It felt so good to hear that...but at the back of my mind I was thinking....its really too bad that forever means until the next woman comes along to sweep him off his feet. Ive been loved with great intensity but it's ended up being like a fire that burns hot and dies fast. And once dead can never be revived. Meanwhile im left Mistress of the Flame for years after.
BUT ANYWAYS... things are great today. I've relinquished control of the flam situation. Im just going where this takes me. :D
overall, great day im addicted to my flam. its as simple as that. but the bitch in me came out. and i was sorta sorry for him. normal men....just cant deal with me.
