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Saturday, July 19, 2003

isnt it so funny how new underwear just makes my day??

and i guess its possible to understand something and be unable to accept it. but who ever said life was fair?

and this too shall pass

Ade Kinch from URL @ 9:24 PM

so I missed out on a great night of partying:S All manner of emails and blogs knocking me over this morning!
well thats ok...
i will make up for it over the course of the next two nights!

Ade Kinch from URL @ 8:08 AM

Friday, July 18, 2003

Leaving On A Jet Plane
just found out that that song still makes me cry.
There have just been too many Goodbye's in my life
and too many tears at the airport... and the bus station...and the train station

cant wait til my ass is one place long enough to form a lasting relationship

feeling sorry for myself again


Ade Kinch from URL @ 11:37 AM

Hold It Right... There!

i went out all alone tonight... one more accomplishment for me. :D

How does one halt the progress of a "relationship"? I think it has to be impossible. Everyday you learn something new and you either grow to like or dislike the person more.
Well... Id like this one to stop exactly where it is... where everything is fun and there arent any intense feelings involved. I'm scared to death of feelings:(

I fear Ive lost my potcake... and I havent a clue how to get him back

I need to get this out my system... talk about unhealthy! I know Im a sucker for punishment but this is crazy!

enough riddles for one night.

oooh yeah... I thouht I saw my crush tonight..the new one not the old one. but I wasnt sure if it was him. How much could I really have been drooling over this guy if i cant remember what he looks like!?!

taking a break from the partying thing... TIL SUNDAY!! WET FETE!!!!!

private pooch back girl signing out

Ade Kinch from URL @ 1:44 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2003

Have Not

didnt go out last night... but thats ok. I have yet to see if theres a glowing review on the Peanuts page.

In life... there are the "Have's" and the "Have Not's" More often than not I find myself playing on the latter's team. Now...dont get me wrong... things could be a whole lot worse.
However, Im still very limited in the things I can do... Or more importantly the ways i can enjoy myself for this season!:D

But thats ok. When youre at peace with not having then life is alot more bearable.

its like Sheryl Crow says

I don't have diddly squat
It's not having what you want
It's wanting what you've got

beach again today... must get blackah!


Ade Kinch from URL @ 8:19 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2003


mood swinging like a bitch again... from trying to make people's lives miserable to being gloriously happy.

happy because i have no work...TIL MONDAY!!!:D

and this means...beach today with the pinkslip or the flam....or all bymy lonesome... either way im baking!
and... im loving the driving thing. who would have thought


Ade Kinch from URL @ 11:06 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

Missing My Sweetie

Im training him right

home alone...bored....

Ade Kinch from URL @ 8:27 PM

If someone says they love you and they don’t show it… it’s obvious that they don’t…right? Stupid me still believes he does. And Im supposed to be intelligent (i think).

I kinda believe Rory when he says, "Love is for suckers!”
In that case, (unfortunately) you can paint me red, (lick me up and down;) and call me a lollipop then!

So I've kinda taken a liking to a certain young fella and he has kinda taken a liking to me (Totally unexpeced!). And, trust me, this is sooo cute! I haven’t had this happen since I was at HC. I strongly believe nothing will come of it but in the mean time… its really so much fun... no demands and no complications. I feel like a girl again.:)


Ade Kinch from URL @ 7:41 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2003

ok i been home too long.... i feel like going out!:S

Ade Kinch from URL @ 8:39 PM

I seem to be surrounded by the self-righteous. Either that or I’m surrounded by those who lie me and to themselves. I am human… and I make no apologies for that.
But how disheartening to find out that those who are supposed to know me…really don’t and never did. I don’t think I’m that difficult to understand. But I’m obviously wrong.

So I’ve come to the conclusion that whatever I write here will be misconstrued. People will come and understand…not what I’ve meant to say…but what they prefer to conclude.
But this is for me.
Blogging…salve for my soul

Love (Ade’s views)

…can die a slow torturous death if allowed to expire naturally
…or can be murdered with one swift blow

dead to me


Ade Kinch from URL @ 1:49 PM

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