Leaving On A Jet Plane just found out that that song still makes me cry. There have just been too many Goodbye's in my life and too many tears at the airport... and the bus station...and the train station
cant wait til my ass is one place long enough to form a lasting relationship
i went out all alone tonight... one more accomplishment for me. :D
How does one halt the progress of a "relationship"? I think it has to be impossible. Everyday you learn something new and you either grow to like or dislike the person more. Well... Id like this one to stop exactly where it is... where everything is fun and there arent any intense feelings involved. I'm scared to death of feelings:(
COT I fear Ive lost my potcake... and I havent a clue how to get him back
COT I need to get this out my system... talk about unhealthy! I know Im a sucker for punishment but this is crazy!
enough riddles for one night.
oooh yeah... I thouht I saw my crush tonight..the new one not the old one. but I wasnt sure if it was him. How much could I really have been drooling over this guy if i cant remember what he looks like!?!
taking a break from the partying thing... TIL SUNDAY!! WET FETE!!!!!
didnt go out last night... but thats ok. I have yet to see if theres a glowing review on the Peanuts page.
In life... there are the "Have's" and the "Have Not's" More often than not I find myself playing on the latter's team. Now...dont get me wrong... things could be a whole lot worse. However, Im still very limited in the things I can do... Or more importantly the ways i can enjoy myself for this season!:D
But thats ok. When youre at peace with not having then life is alot more bearable.
its like Sheryl Crow says
I don't have diddly squat It's not having what you want It's wanting what you've got
If someone says they love you and they don’t show it… it’s obvious that they don’t…right? Stupid me still believes he does. And Im supposed to be intelligent (i think).
I kinda believe Rory when he says, "Love is for suckers!” In that case, (unfortunately) you can paint me red, (lick me up and down;) and call me a lollipop then!
Courting So I've kinda taken a liking to a certain young fella and he has kinda taken a liking to me (Totally unexpeced!). And, trust me, this is sooo cute! I haven’t had this happen since I was at HC. I strongly believe nothing will come of it but in the mean time… its really so much fun... no demands and no complications. I feel like a girl again.:)
Mizunderstood I seem to be surrounded by the self-righteous. Either that or I’m surrounded by those who lie me and to themselves. I am human… and I make no apologies for that. But how disheartening to find out that those who are supposed to know me…really don’t and never did. I don’t think I’m that difficult to understand. But I’m obviously wrong.
So I’ve come to the conclusion that whatever I write here will be misconstrued. People will come and understand…not what I’ve meant to say…but what they prefer to conclude. But this is for me. Blogging…salve for my soul
Love (Ade’s views) …can die a slow torturous death if allowed to expire naturally …or can be murdered with one swift blow