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Saturday, July 12, 2003

Bittersweet Symphony
Im home on a Saturday night. And surprisingly its ok. i always feel as though im a shark...that if i stop moving i will die. but its ok not to party:)

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

cause its a bittwersweet symphony, this life

enjoying the sweet


Ade Kinch from URL @ 11:21 PM

tonight was worth it. ;) Got some lingerie... still nobody to wear it for but thats ok. And I got to oogle the usual eye candy and dance with the usual dance partner. AND.... I saw Machel:D and he called me a heartbreaker. heheh how cute is that? I broke Machel's heart.
LOL yeah frickin right

it wasn't Xtreme...but it was aiight. and tomorrow...vaccinating livestock. Possible Boomtribe thingy as well.

Peanut and I make good partners in crime. Kiwi when you coming out? Pinkslip I aint even asking bout you:P


missing the potcake...but there are just some things in life i cant change. once a potcake always a potcake

Ade Kinch from URL @ 4:15 AM

Friday, July 11, 2003

"Turn me on"

Like a flower
Waiting to bloom
Like a lightbulb
In a dark room
I'm just sitting here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on

Like the desert waiting for the rain
Like a school kid waiting for the spring
Im just sitting here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on

My poor heart
It's been so dark
Since you've been gone
After all you're the one who turns me off
You're the only one who can turn me back on

My hi-fi is waiting for a new tune
My glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes
I'm just sitting here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on

- Norah Jones

Ade Kinch from URL @ 11:13 AM

No Angel

why is doing the right thing so hard? or more importantly, in my case, doing the wrong thing so easy. i dont know if im devil's spawn but "wrong" actions seem like second nature. the things i want to do or the things i want to say are decidedly WRONG. Morally incorrect. and its such a struggle for me to do the right thing. and when i do the right thing im always thinking about how much fun the wrong thing would have been.
is this what life is supposed to be like? a series of denials of pleasure? and to what end? to get to heaven? to get married to a good decent man? to save your reputation? things like marriage and reputation seem like stupid reasons to me. i mean, a girl could live her life doing all the right things and still marry some as$$hole wolf in sheep's clothing and dont even get me started on the whole reputation thing.

and after all this.... ive decided to do the right thing. and because its important to me in this case to do what i know is best.
so.... 2 weeks of bliss down the drain:(

Maybe I should become a Christian. then i wouldnt even be having this much of a dilemma. I wonder if the GCGC wants a female member;) Yeah thats what I need... a Good Christian Guy to put me on the right track...(rod of correction and all that good stuff...) *evil grin* lol

still no angel


Ade Kinch from URL @ 9:12 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2003

My old “van man” “boyfriend” just came to visit me. It was so nice to see him again. He’s also a member of the Good Christian Guy Club. (GCGC)
It just says something about stereotypes. You can use them as a guide because they always contain some truth but they should never be used as a decision making tool.

ZR 42 was just the wickedest ride!
Lol @ school days

Ade Kinch from URL @ 5:34 PM

Officially Missing You

My little vampire has left me. for 2 whole weeks!:( How am I going to survive without my Cocoa Beans????? Im going to miss him sooo much. And I might miss my sister too... maybe.

Random Updates
My new crush has a gf. He's a Good Christian Guy... what else did I expect?;) so im offa dat!

Im having a wonderful summer.

My internet line is still playing the donkey so I cant stay online for more than 10 minutes at a time.

Im becoming a phone person:O who would have thought.

Doing nothing at home everyday is just wonderful.

Psyche signing out

Got produce?:(

Ade Kinch from URL @ 4:19 PM

Holy Crap
i had an excellent time tonight. It just goes to show when you try to melt the Ice Queen exterior you open yourself to a whole new set of experiences. Summary...good music + adequate drinks + superlative dance partner (i have to say Im hooked) = wonderful night. And I really have to thank the Peanut for making this all possible. Ive finally met my Party Animal match:D

and to those who were treating me crappy tonight for no good reason... you dont give me sex so i dont have to take your shit (you know who you are) so..... deal with your attitude problem (at least when it comes to me)

all i have to say is...its going to be a long ass summer....this hurts so good....;)

anticipation is.....sweet.

psyche signing out (yeah...that kinda night)

Ade Kinch from URL @ 1:49 AM

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

Vincy Invasion?
My flatmate just called (yes the one with the WHITE PANTS) and lets me know she might be coming in tonight... ok then....
but shes more fickle than I am so she probably wont make it.
But if she does.... Can we say excuse for Xtreme?:)

we shall see....

psyche signing out

Ade Kinch from URL @ 8:53 AM

Tuesday, July 08, 2003


it's days like this....

psyche signing out

Ade Kinch from URL @ 7:07 PM

Monday, July 07, 2003

God Im so melodramatic!

IM OK!:)

Ade Kinch from URL @ 1:08 AM

Thou shall not have time to think.

Its looking like vacation isn’t such a great idea.

Too much time on my hands is proving dangerous once again.

When I’m busy its so easy to forget about the messed up things in my life that I cant change.

Well at least I had a nice night out. Allowed me to forget, even if was just for a few hours.

Where were you when I needed you?

truly alone


Ade Kinch from URL @ 12:45 AM

Sunday, July 06, 2003

(8)Can't Let Just Anybody Hold Me...(8)

Power x 4 sucked.
I dont know why i feel i have to give a summary of my nights out. But here it is.
The party animal went in the car and slept and waited for her baby momma sister. The place was too crowded and I didnt have any of my dance partners. blah

Im lonely now. These stupid guys that call at my house really dont care about me and are just eager to jump in my underpants.
So I have to be strong...and just wait this out. But a hug would be nice:(
I have to say that one of my dance partners made me remember how good it feels to have someone close. big strapping guy that he is......
ah well.
enough feeling sorry for myself.
off to bed.


Ade Kinch from URL @ 4:51 AM

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