Hobby Class Den! Im enjoying the freeness. I cant complain at all. Spontaneity is my middle name and Im glad I have the Peanut to indulge along with me. I had such a great time tonight (dance partners make all the difference) and the fact that my entire night didnt dip into my limited funds made everything all that much more wonderful. I have to say this is quite therapeutic.
True Love I saw an ex tonight...one that i swore i would love 'til blood ceased to course through my veins. Yet I believe I no longer have these feelings for him and im still very much alive. So what the hell was it I felt for him? I think true love lasts forever and yet my affections have no longevity. It would be quite pathetic to realise that I've never loved anyone. I dont believe that's true, but time will tell i guess. I know I still love the last one...if that changes i wouldnt know what to think.
More Hobby My crush wasnt there tonight. humph. but ive sent out some spies;) (no im not desperate:P) so i will know whats up with him by tomorrow i guess. And tomorrow is more freeness. it pays to have friends in high places:) and Wet Fete might even be free as well. Machel here I come. by hook or by crook!
live is grand i really cant complain, even my feet hurt so good off to bed
I saw the old crush from back in the day in the gym again. I keep running into him.... and he is just as hot as ever.
Its a good thing men with girlfriends dont do anything for me.... they dont...really.
BUT... (this is the important part of the blog)... he said he had feelings for me way back then!:D the hottest thing to come out of HC had feelings for little ol' yellerie me! and this makes me feel euphoric.... 10 years after the fact.
oh man... he hotta!
these are my little thrills
forever boycrazy ade
btw ade 1 : ade's phobia 0 fighting those demons one day at a time :)
Beyonce really did it this time! Got me looking, so crazy, my baby I'm not myself, lately I'm foolish, I don't do this, I've been playing myself, baby I don't care 'Cuz your love's got the best of me, And baby you're making a fool of me, You got me sprung and I don't care who sees, 'Cuz baby you got me, you got me, so crazy baby HEY!
so much love to give...come get whats yours... cant hardly wait
I have my first crush of the summer:) No summer is complete without someone to focus some attention on. Ive only seen him out once for the season but Im hoping he's still in Barbados. He's the epitome of eyecandiness and i know hes a super brainiac. shivers down my spine....
but... knowing my luck he gone back from whence he came, or he about to be married...or gay or something. But I still looking out.... yuh nevah know.
summer flings are the bomb sigh
living for the weekends
Psyche Goddess of the Soul (yeah its that kinda day:) :)
Analogies its quiet at work...no pathologist means no post mortems means no samples to work on...means sleep and internet.
Scars A lady at work told me that my scars are cute. I have to agree with her. I think that even though they take quite a bit away from my appearance they make me unique.
they have become a part of me. They remind me that Im human. They also show me that even though Im flawed, they are just a small part of me. Theres so much of my face that's left untouched that anyone who looks at me and can only see the scars is missing out on a whole lot more.
And whoever loves me... scars/flaws and all (no suggestions of plastic surgery:) really loves me for who I am.... and can appreciate the bad in me.
I have so much to offer... flaws and all.
I really shouldn't listen to self righteous a$$holes.
The Long Haul
when im working out theres always that period of time (like 5 mins after i start) that i think I cant make it. when im so tempted to just get off the damned machine and go the hell home. Its soo hard!:( But once I stick it out...it becomes easier and im always happy that i just kept going. And before i know it the 20 minutes are over and the pain is just a memory.
pain will just be a memory.
C.O.T watched Deliver Us From Eva last night. funny quote of the movie
best way to get over an old man is to get under a new one
Mommy’s Little Girl I went out with a guy last night. My mum didn’t appreciate it at all. “But I don’t know him.” she says…. Yeah… that’s because Ive had the same guy taking me out for ages!!:S So my “dates” are going to be limited to guys the mummy knows. So much for a social life:)
Men in Barbados looking good. I know…that’s all I ever talk about, Ive been boy crazy from the day I was born. But its like the male inhabitants of our little rock are all on steroids. I aint complaining though I really appreciate the male physique. Work tomorrow and Im actually looking forward to it.
