F-A-B-O-L-O-U-S Its official…. I know what I want… I just want a guy with a body like 50 cent and everything else like Fabolous. Im watching MTV Movie Awards… yeah I know it showed yesterday but this is another reason why Trinidad is a special place (long story).. and Gawddamit these men have me in a male state of mind. Will Smith, Seann William Scott , 50 Cent… /me wipes the drool off the pink slip’s keyboard. God is good. Thanks to Him for these wonderful male specimens… Now can He just bring Mr. John Jackson my way…Id like to marry him. Amen
i been inhaling ethanol all day and looking at mites under a microscope. theyre too cute. Im proud of them. i might post a picture of them at a later date.
im in a gosh darned good mood today. I love Parasitology. ( i cant believe i just said that) its like a whole new world under the microscope. youd be surprised what you can find in a feather.
im hoping to go out tonight.but im only going if the pinkslip goes and thats like waiting for a miracle. i need to go out, get all cutified, consume some mood enhancers, and shake my boot-ay. Im missing the Trini night life and the occasional eye candy
COT sometimes being good is just so boring. and whats the point of life if youre not having a good time?
im trying to make the right decision but its not looking that its going to happen. Dammit i been through alot this year I deserve a good time!!!
(thats alot of "good" in one blog, i need a vocab update)
every girl wants to be special. to be the one he'll never forget or to be the one to change him or to be the best he ever had. but...it doesnt really work like that. unfortunately the reality is that youre just one in many and what he did with you he's likely to do with someone else after you. The words he said to you hes likely to say to her and probably mean them or not mean them just as much. And the shitty things he did to others before you he's likely to do to you and after you and...well you get the point.
am i being pessimistic? no i dont think so.. just realistic.
and after the tonnes of relationships Ive been in... i dont think ANYONE thinks Im special.
Vanity Aside Im feeling like Anna Nicole Smith. Its hard to lose weight without exercise and its hard to exercise without motivation;) aint nobody looking at me. but so the general public can glimpse the scars I will post this pic for a couple days.
this is me at the beach today. looking busted. i have alot of work to do this summer.:S :)
