Hyperactivity Im in that mode again...the one where I feel I must be out and partying otherwise I feel life is boring. Needless to say this is not a good mood to be in right before exams. However, I think I shall find somewhere to go tonight because ive been a good girl all day and Ive been studying. yeah for me! yes this is very self destructive behaviour...I know this. But isnt it fun?
right now im just killing time on my 'break' Im here on main campus. I dont know why I always get stuck on campuses where shit all aint happening. JHU was such a bore. My next school is going to be hot...something like Howard or Morgan State. Mount Hope just aint cutting it. Why we had to go school in a friggin hospital???
OK I think this has been enough random sh*te talking. back to the worms.... Gotta LOVE Parasitology!
BTW why I cant stay away from de people KFC???? And.... pinkslip is the devil!
you know theres this saying.. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me Im naive sometimes... but how the hell do you know who to trust? Ive been stabbed in the back by the best of them really. Some I had clues and it was really dumb of me to leave myself open but others I never saw it coming.
So I Leave Tomorrow I dont want to go but Im thinking its time to go back... so I can be more focussed and pass these exams. Ever been in the situation where you enjoyed something so much while you were doing it but then after felt like a load of crap cause you know it was wrong? Well that was me today. My sleep was gorgeous (after finally watching all of Annie) but then when i woke up and it was after 4 and I hadnt done jack I felt soo bad. Because exams are upon me and Im far from prepared and yet i feel I can just lounge my life away. Time to be punished and sent back from whence I came. BUT in all no regrets. I had a great time. Im ready to go face those 2 weeks of exams.... more or less.
Burn Out Ive been studying for a day and a half now and my brain is refusing to function anymore. I hate frigging exams. I just want to go home and sleep. Im seeing so many people I know on this campus it aint funny. People I havent seen in years. No mind no one seems to recognise me.
and btw its one thing to disppoint yourself but its another thing to disappoint other people...or do i have it backwards?
no free time... only study time. this is the life of the foolish
My Xperience so i'll jump on the Club Xtreme discussion bandwagon and put in my two cents worth. I had a great time in that place. the decor is awesome... reminds me of The Dig in the Atlantis hotel and you cant really go wrong with free premium drinks. Also... the funny thing is... apparently I dont know anyone in Barbados ( i musse too old to be partying... teeny boppers everywhere). So I have the best of both worlds. anonymity in two places. And besides im all about having a great time where ever i am. And if bajans have nothing better to do than discuss me and my lack of a life then thats rather unfortunate and not my problem. Danced all night with good drinks and great company.. what more could i ask for?
tomorrow the real studying starts... really! Im going to imprison myself in UWI library until im confident that i wont be in trini in august doing resits.