Sometimes you just feel stuck in a rut or stuck in a situation and even though you know it temporary and change is constant etc etc its like everyonce in a while you say enough is enough, I just dont want to live like this anymore.
dont worry, its not a pathological state of mind. More physiolological. Im just tired.
Meet Virginia - Train Well she wants to live her life And she thinks about her life Pulls her hair back and she screams, "I don't really want to live this life!"
A Pinkslip Blog Hey everyone, just making an appearance on the ol host site! Kinda like visiting home after you've moved out...usually looking for dinner or something! lol. Too bad no one is home! Back to my cubicle now :P
Here Comes The Doom/Mood enough of this moody sh*t already! I need to achieve autonomy. no need for anyone. no chance that someone can alter my moods, in any way. because if they can make you happy they can make you sad. I know...i'll just be an unfeeling lump of tissue:) never happy and never sad. just barely emotionally functional! EUREKA. thats it! why didnt i think of that before? me and my fantasies
Real World vs Pres Bush The folks on New French Village were watching intently as Bush addressed the world and I was fuming because these people were getting in the way of my Tuesday night ritual. Is there a problem if I prefer to find out whats happening with Irulan this week when others prefer to find out if there will be a World War 3? My personal opinion (not that you asked): Bush could have cut the speech short, " We want the oil and we will stop at nothing to get it" Oh and by the way Trinidad is blacklisted as a terrorist haven. hahah. why does none of this bother me? Im just living in my own little world:)
Send In The Clowns More melancholy mess that no one likes to read about. But I have to document it anyways so that maybe one day a skilled head shrinker can make something of all this. All that to say IM A A GOSHDARN MOOD DAMMIT!
It just isnt for everyone. There are few women that can just give up their bodies and not let some attachment form. NO matter how much they think they can do the "no strings attached" thing there is always the need for more than a tumble under the sheets, on top the wahing machine, on the beach etc etc...
So my humble advice to women out there...dont even try it. The fling is there to benefit the male of the relationship. No this has nothing to do with my present or immediate past situation. Just an observation I made tonight.
Another word of advice...invest in a nice toy or a vibrating battery for your cell phone. Then you dont have to worry about feeling cheap or being labelled after youve enjoyed your moment of release.;) anyways enough of the Dr. Ruth thing.
Went to another all-inclusive fete today. Lets just say that when it rains it pours. I didnt eat too much this time around but then theres a possible dinner tomorrow night. All these eating engagements...hows a girl to lose some weight???
