Just played Scrabble with the Thompson family. And my bf won the first round. Then coming on to the second round it was down to the wire....neck and neck. It says alot when someone will go to great lengths, making words like "tu" and "ru" for more than 15 mins just so you cant win...one game out of the two!!:(
I mean...one game yuh know...to save face. But nooooo..... he wants to win BOTH!!!
but its OK. you have to learn these things and Scrabble brings out the worst in a person.
Let me just say that Baje was great last night. Even though I had to PAY!! I had to make sure I got my 15$ worth. I dont know when I became this cheap. Maybe since I been this poor. :) But anyways.... back to the topic
Last night I realised....I detest females. Ive had female friends over the years but the ones that are still around are the ones Ive known since nursery or primary school.
I saw so many girls that I knew and I was like....she annoys me..shes such a b*tch....whats her story? Some of them obviously felt the same abut me.
But I realised that I have to get over this. I guess I see every woman as potential competition. And who likes the competition? But there's really no race to be won! I have the trophy already!!!:)
So I had to stop sharpening the claws last night. I retracted them and I had a good time.
Moral of the story....there's really no competition.... you either have the guy or you dont. and if you dont have him theres nothing you can do to get him ( well to really get him)...and if she has him then its not her fault that you suck!! (joking) And most importantly...most of the time those girls aint even checking for you and the whole "thing' is all in your head. You just making them more important than they really are. So yuh just need to calm down and enjoy the great thing you have going on.
And by the way....girls arent so bad. (I cant believe Im saying it either) they can be alot of fun actually. even the ones you dont really know.
Its so very funny that I will sit down here and write about absolutely nothing but when something of interest happens in my life I dont write. hmmm.
I went driving 2 days in a row. Now this may not seem like a big deal to most folk but it took a whole lot for me to get back behind the wheel after that accident. But i went through town today...IN THE RAIN!! It was nerve racking but now that ive done it I know i can do it again. And the pink slip was my guide. :) And I drove home all by myself. Im a big girl!
So tonight is Baje. And that Boomtribe thing is coming off on Aug 3rd. By then my trini fam'ly should be in and the girls shall have a grand ol time.
I expect Baje to be full tonight. So it's imperitive that I find something cute to wear. got to try to stand out yuh know. Too much good looking girls in Bados. I cant seem to shine no more:) T'ick girls rule by the way!! I weighed myself today. Im a steady 140. Not bad. not bad at all
I got dissed for Mad About You again. Conversation get stop short!! HUMPH! No more talking to pink slip in the evening:P :)
The Hulk is the next comic character to make it to the large screen. I actually want to watch that one. LIke the director said...there's a little of the HUlk in all of us. I know Ive come very close to turning green and getting muscles and stuff....well maybe not the muscles part. But yuh know when that anger/ jealousy/ etc hits you and you just cant help but want to rip somebody's head off. It's really beyond your control at that point. Its like the hulk. you turn green and there aint a damned thing you can do about it. I think im like in a state of khaki. :) not brown not green. just in between. always...just waiting to explode!! grrr...watch out for me!!
im thinking about Glow. im sooo fickle thinking about it ade
Still working but Im at home. Which would be a great thing if I was home alone. But Im spending the day with Dads:) You have to love this beautiful thing called a family.
Ive decided I wont be going to Glow unless I hit the Jackpot. (Note to self: buy Lotto tickets today.) They have to be smoking the good stuff charging $45 for a lame a$$ line up. Ive been to one Glow for the year and I figure that Ive fulfilled my quota. However, I will try to make it up East Coast road if the Baby Daddy is willing.
Ive also decided that I will write one good thing every time I blog. All the whining I do is enough to send a sane person over the edge. So today's good thing is....(drum roll)......(thinking).....(thinking).....Im alive!! YEAH!! the masses went wild for that one I know.
Oh yeah Ive decided not to fret about the whole half naked thing for Kadooment. Im not going to be the worst thing out there and who gives a rats butt what I look like anyways?:) The pink slip and I are out to do the Hyper Kitty and thats all that really matters:) When I say Hyper...you say Kitty!!
Oh yeah and I won at Scrabble again. but i have to admit that mr. thompson whupped my butt in the first game. i just had to come back for revenge. and it was sweet! dont worry pink slip....next time :)
Well first of all I went to Sandy Beach to see what I was missing and i decided I didnt miss much by not attending the Wet fete. Secondly, I hgad lots of time to think today. that isnt usually a good thing but Ive come to the conclusion that the Serenity Prayer is the best thing to say upon embarking on a thought filled night.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.
Well anyways. The obvious things I came up with are 1. You dont know what you have til it's gone/ going. 2. Things that seem important at one time may not seem as important later on. 3.You cant be something to everyone but you can be everything to someone and the latter is more important. 4. You can't make someone love you/like you. 5. If you think you're fat then exercise and stop whining about it. :) 6.The only thing you have to fear is fear itself. 7. If you dont try youve already failed. 8. Tomorrow is the beginning of the rest of my life
So....what I have to do is forget about the past, learn from my mistakes, start to exercise and get back behind the wheel. EASY!! Knowing what to do is only half of it though. sigh
But Im a happy chick all the same. I just spent the evening with 2 of my favourite people in the whole World:)
