It's A Boy Im going to be an aunty and the baby is going to be a little boy. I had planned for a girl seeing that she is due the day after my Bday..like a Minime. But now...since it's a boy...I dont know how male Virgos act. Maybe Im a little relieved that its a boy. I dont think my sister has the fortitude to deal with a child like me:) Just thought Id share the happy news. yeah for Aunty Ade! Im ready to share my love and infinite wisdom with the young one. Im prepared. ahem....Im adult like that. Well anyways...off to feed the dogs. The fun never ends. Party over here! ade
Tonight I will try to write something positive. Ive been bitching and moaning about life a little too long. Not that Im not in the mood to bitch and moan some more but it's time to look at the positive things in life and stop wallowing in self pity.
So tonight I got a great big reality check. Basically the veterinary field in Barbados is saturated and if I want to practise I will have to have a bit more "get up and go" than I have right now. Especially when there are 7 students (or 6) graduating in the year ahead of me.
But I shan't dispair. This wake up call might be the start of something new. Maybe this scare will open my eyes and end the complacency that has been my life for too long. Now I will have to take hold of myself and mould my present into something that will make for a comfortable future.
So Im adequately scared that my life wont turn out the way I want it to. (What clued you into that Ade? The fact that nothing has worked out the way you planned so far??) But maybe I have a chance to make things better right now. Lets hope this inspiration lasts. The world is my playground and hopefully I will get to play vet somewhere in it.
