Everyone's ultimate goal is happiness. Anything you do is for gratification. Whether it be instant or delayed.
Making other people happy can be very satisfying. Even if it means that you experience temporary discomfort. But at what point does your personal happiness mean everything? When is it ok to be selfish and do what makes your happy or comfortable?...even if its at the expense of someone elses feelings....or happiness. When can you say "f*ck it! it's my life and i have to live it for myself!"?
anyways... I went to the movies tonight and I saw Bourne Identity. It was good. Not a dull moment in that movie.
My favourite pink slip quote is "happiness is everything, sacrifice nothing" Then why do I feel so shitty looking out for myself?
Summer Is Off To A Slow Start So far Ive been home doing nothing all day....well cleaning and cooking like a good ol house wife. And this isnt what I want for my summer at all. I want this to be a great summer for me. Something different. But so far Im not in the mood to go anywhere or do anything. Today this ends! I'm expanding my horizons beyond this house and Im going to do something with myself. :) Like..I havent gone to the beach yet. I havent seen the pink slip yet....I havent done anything but chill at home and hang with my mums and marcus. Im just home cooking, waiting for the hubby to come home:) Im going to be a pro active house wife from here on in! By the way does anyone with Direct tv know when Real World Chicago comes on mtvla? I need my update
I hate conflict so much. I just go out of my way to avoid it. So much so that i put off doing things that will disappoint someone or make them angry with me. All that gets me is more trouble. SO now I have someone angry with me. And I dont know what I can do to make it right. Ive said sorry and I do feel badly about what I did. But there's still that awful tension that makes conversation impossible. I want my friend back:( whats a girl to do?:( ade
Heaven So Im home. Saw my bald head dude at the airport...looking sexier than ever. I love you with or without the hair baby!! Marcus is looking sexy as hell.
Well anyways..Im home now. Chilling with my mum. Called the pink slip today but I got no answer. Pink slip call me!! And the rain fell. Lord knows I love the rain. Love it....
I had coherent thoughts before I started writing. Now theyre out the window. I have some pics to scan...finally. And then maybe I will do an Ade's Summer 2002 trip page. Hahah...yeah maybe I'll get to it sometime in 2003. But since Im making a conscious effort to stop procrastinating....then I'll get to it now. Except I cant find the stupid pics.
I watched my sister's wedding video tonight. What a beautiful bride. I was looking quite crappy though. The late nights showed all over my face. It was Marcus' fault. Everything is his fault.
So I'm supposed to be bonding with my mum and she's been on the phone for hours now. Whats a girl to do?? >:I tell me!! But thats OK. My Dad called and I got to wish him happy Father's Day. I actually bought him a card but its all crushed from being transported in my bag. Its the thought that counts though.
Im done writing about mundane stuff now. Only important events will be logged on my blog