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Saturday, June 15, 2002

Im here in trinidad now. And Im happy to be going home tomorrow.
Im here chilling by Nichelle. My buddy ol pal from vet school. I spent the day with Karen...sleeping. hehe. I was not good company but the bed felt soo nice and I was working with 2 hours sleep.
Im so lucky to have so many people here I can depend on. I got my friend Andrew to pick me up from the airport with a few hours notice. What do I do for people?? Nothing. thats not good. Especially when people do so much for me. I have to work on that.

Today was sooo annoying though.
I HATE travelling. I mean I love going to different destinations but the process of getting there tests my patience.
I had to wait an hour and a hal for my luggage to come out today. I watched the conveyor belt go round and round and round and round.......and round. (you get the idea!) I was close to tears. Seriously. I get very tense when i travel. I act like a crazy person. hehe

But now Im in the Caribbean. Back to warmth. Its good to be back. It will be better to see a certain bald head guy waiting for me tomorrow.(no not my dad!:P)

Summer is here. beach!!

Ade Kinch from URL @ 11:15 PM

Friday, June 14, 2002


There are two types of people in life...those who have their shit together and those who are floundering.
Unfortunately I belong to the latter group. I'm just drifting through my life right now. Chillin' in school.
What a waste

Ade Kinch from URL @ 1:01 PM

Thursday, June 13, 2002

Home Alone

Im home alone on a Thursday night. I dont know what Im going to do. Im not going to be blogging too long because it got a little rowdy in here last night and I dont want a repeat.:)

I leave in one and a half days. I dont know how Im feeling about it though.
Im obviously happy to be going home to my family and my boyrfirend and the beach.'s like closing a chapter. Lord knows when I will make it back to NY. Or the US even.
I think London will be my next destination to visit my little sister.

And every year I change. As people change relations and relationships can get out of sync. And forget all about that keeping in touch stuff. I don't know if its me but online conversations dont nearly compare. Not nearly.
I guess this is all a part of life.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some people move our soul to dance.
They awaken us to new understanding
with the passing whisper of their wisdom.
Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile,
leave footprints on our hearts,
and we are never, ever the same again.

Everything happens for a reason I guess.
To those who left footprints on my heart...
Til we meet again....


Ade Kinch from URL @ 8:31 PM

The picture has been removed.
I guess it was meant for my eyes only

Ade Kinch from URL @ 7:44 PM

Wednesday, June 12, 2002

Thats all for now folks. Thats all i have to show. Im still tempted to put up the marcus pic.
Ah what the hell! Something to aim for guys.
Men: dont look if youre prone to jealousy
Ladies: dont look unless you have something to keep you company tonight...if you know what I mean;)

Cant wait til I get home. Get me somma dat Frosted Flakes
Bring out the Tiger in Me...cause its GRRREEAT!

See why I dont need to be bored online!!
do you see???
do you?
Im having too much fun
I really am!!!

Ade Kinch from URL @ 11:59 PM

Sexy Devil!

Ive decided to share.
Marcus is too hot to not show off. However if this pic is gone tomorrow then you will know he didnt approve of my spreading the "joy"
OK Ive changed my mind
this is too hot for tv.

so....I'll post a picture of myself!
(the fans go wild!)
Ade loves yellow!
and a picture of Rory

I need a digital camera

Ade Kinch from URL @ 11:51 PM

Dum De Dum Dum

Im online...My bf is out partying yet again. Im not in the MSN mood right now. SO whats a girl to do but blog?
Hmmmm.....Do I have anything interesting on my mind? Nope. not really.
SO i guess Im just taking up space.
I will post some pics:)
thats what I'll do!
so prepare for some picture posting

(let's see if I get around to this)

Ade Kinch from URL @ 11:39 PM

OK he looks young
I hang my head in shame


Ade Kinch from URL @ 8:05 PM

Today was cool. I went to visit Richard at his tennis club. I got to see how the rich white folk live...very interesting. Got to get me some dinero!!!

OK....Im totally disturbed now. I have a serious problem. HAHAH
Im dying with laughter at myself. I got to seek help real soon.

So Im watching 106 & Park and I'd just rid myself of my B2K "thing" and then I see this guy Mario. (lmao) ahem.
He's really cute. Very very cute. He's also obviously very young. But I just checked and he's all of 13 years old. 13!!! i thought he was like 17 or something. Not that it makes it much better but 13! oh my gosh!

Im going to the shrink tomorrow. Im going to get locked up!! Im officially a paedophile. hehe Oogling 13 year old boys. HAHAH.
but come on. Look at him. He doesnt look like 13 to me!! What are these little children eating??? I can't be held responsible. Im turning into R. Kelly.

Anyways....Im ready to go home. I need some lovin' I mean.:) I miss my baby
The countdown is on!!
OK enough incriminating evidence.

Sex offender signing out

Ade Kinch from URL @ 8:03 PM

Monday, June 10, 2002

The Early Bird...

Im up this early for a reason. It's not to blog but since Im up I will. While I have things on my mind.

So I never made it to the Puerto Rican Day Parade. Another example of me not being able to manage my time properly. Well it's not entirely my fault. When you have to depend on people or wait on people it gets harder to do what you have to do.

SO yet again Ade has managed to anger the gods. What's a girl to do?

But I'm trying to get an opinion here. Lord knows the response wont be overwhelming but I know pink slip will help me out.

Is it me or does every male friend or acquaintance try to make a move? Well there are some exceptions and for those I am grateful. But on a whole, men try. I think they feel they have to try just to see what they can get away with.

Am I supposed to fault them for that and banish them to plasmaland for eternity? If thats so then Id have gotten rid of some cool friends just because they had problems controlling the roaring, overwhelming male hormones, and made a mistake or wrong move.

Or am I just being dumb and naieve as usual. If a guy makes a move on me is this a sign of disrespect. I know some guys that would never make an inappropriate gesture in my direction. Maybe guys that make moves don't respect me or my boyfriend. And maybe they should be banished to plasmaland.

But either way it was cool to see my ex again.

I went to Kings Plaza. That place is spralwing. Its really big and it has every store! There was a culture day yesterday at the mall and they had a steelpan band. They were good!

I also had a Cinabon Mochalatta. I felt like I was getting a fix! It was so good to have coffee again. It was delicious. But what got me was the cinnamon bun. Sigh. That first bite was heaven. Those things are so yummy!! Just another thing I shouldnt have tried. It sucks when you try something and its wonderful and you arent able to have it again. The lifetime of yearning is not worth the few moments of pleasure. If you hadnt tried it then you wouldnt have known what you were missing.

Just for the record that philosophy sux ass as well:) Go for it! and relish in the fact that you got the opportunity to sneek a peek at heaven for a few seconds:)

OK Ive outdone myself this time. I guess this is what happens when you wake up early when youre on vacation.
I dont know what Im going to do today. I'll figure something out.


Ade Kinch from URL @ 10:28 AM

Sunday, June 09, 2002

Yeah Lewis!!

So Lennox Lewis won. Im not a big boxing fan but theres something about that big tall Jamaican that gets my attention. West Indians RULE THE WORLD!! We are the champions, we are the champions, no time for losers.....
I was feeling sorry for Tyson though. He took a bruising. He was bleeding from his eyes and nose and mouth. He was taking a beating.
Then Lennox Lewis play he talking Jamaican at the end. hehe. I was tickled pink.
I had Lewis to win the whole time but not because I know shit about boxing. Just because he's sexy. Thats all.

Tomorrow Im going to the Puerto Rican day parade. People are asking me why i want to go. Why the hell not?? Im here, its tomorrow. Its free. Its entertaining. Why shouldnt I go? I think it will be an experience. If its nothing else it will be something cool to watch.

Brett leaves for Baltimore on Monday. Another good bye.
Ah well. cest la vie. Im getting used to it.

I was in another foul mood today. Im such a bitch. I dont know what is wrong with me. My equilibrium is so fragile. It takes nothing to make me evil! nothing at all. I will try to be good from now on. No more moods I will make a conscious effort to be happy because I have so much to be happy about.

My mum cussed me out today. The usual. But she loves me and I love her so thats all that really matters. She wants nothing butthe best for me. Obviously more than I do:) Thats what parents are for.
can someone let me know when Fathers Day is. I have no clue. Im getting the Worlds Worst Daughter Award this year for sure.
NO competition.


Ade Kinch from URL @ 12:41 AM

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