I went to dinner at a steak house tonight. I'm sorry for all the vegetarians in the World. I love steak. I had a healthy T-Bone. This thing was so big. I almost finished it too! I dont feel bad about that at all though. I think life is too short for me to be worrying about calories and stuff like that. And besides, my man loves me just the way I am...Im comfy being a "big" girl. I dont get many complaints. Back to the beef. It was juicy and so tender. I was enjoying every bite. i just sunk my teeth into it and savored the taste. Good food is a beautiful thing. I appreciate it so much. I could never give up meat. NEVER!!
It was cold again today. Cold!! I dont know whats going on. One day is hot then it rains at night and the next day is freezing. Its going to make me sick!!
random: who ever heard of white cranberries??? where have I been living.
I wrote my mum an email today. I was avoiding her because I procrastinated again. But i missed hearing from her so much that I wrote her and took my cussing like a woman. My mum cusses me out alot. She has good reason to. Sigh. Things to look foward to when i get home.
Something to look forward to when I get home is some brown sugar from a certain mbkt. Baby you keep sending those pics. I'm falling in love all over agin. Id post them but I cant be sharing the sweetness with the world. i want you all to myself.
Can someone please let me know how one deals with a super hot and popular boyfriend. I dont have experience in this field. And my bf is growing sexier by the day. I need to come home and get territorial. Guard my property kinda thing. This boy is out of control! What happened to the little boy, shy guy I left behind? OK Im gushing over my own man. Is this healthy?
hehe now that my business is in the street once more.... I will go to bed now. missing you ade Lover of Hot body Marcus Thompson
I tried to do a little thing on the turn tables today but since I received little instruction so I didnt do very well .But maybe I have promise. Rory didnt help me. He didnt try to bring out the hidden DJ within. It's all good though. Im a survivor.
I wont be seeing him again for a while. Just the beginnning of the goodbyes. Life can be such a b*tch sometimes. There goes ade- the train station again. But if i have to be a train station Id like to be Grand Central . im quite in love with the place. Its so beautiful and busy! The place at rush hour is something to behold Hoards of people rushing to their destinations Its really crazy.
I hope my brain implodes so I dont have to worry about thinking and people and anything. Just lay in bed like a vegetable:) Not worry about who's angry, whats appropriate, whats not. Just do nothing with my life but watch MTV all day. I dont need to be a vegetable. I just need to marry a rich man!! God forgive me for this thought :) Random...Rory's daddy is so handsome. Just by the way. Im just appreciating.:)
OK. i think I've pissed off enough people in one blog Missing my bf...reallly!! Ade
Excuse vs Reason Im tired of persecution. Im just here trying to live my life. Nobody really helps me out yuh know. i have to do what i can do with what I have. Just trying to live my life. So whats up with the anger? Let me be ade
Today its going to rain. They're forecasting thunderstorms. Pathetic fallacy. The weather mimics my mood right now. Been in a mood for a little while now. Dont know whats up with me. Oh well...these things happen.
I have nothing to do sometimes...like now, when my body says no more sleep and I'm chilling on the net...so I go on this scandal board. I used to check it regularly but now I only check it once in a while. But another glowing write up on marcus.
this chick says... WoW...This man has got to be one of the sweetest guys in Bim. That smile and zee body would make a girl forget to blink. To his girl, you are one lucky chick..dont let go..and if he don't...put me pun the list.
So someone remembered to mention the girl (me) this time. Seems like there's such a long list of girls waiting to get at my guy. Where were these chicks two years ago when he was single? he was the sweetest thing back then too! Marcus Thompson - Mr. Nice guy Celebrity
I took the train to Rory's town today. The train ride was 1 hour but the scenery made up for that. Cliffs covered in greenery on the opposite bank of the Hudson River. And there were ducks and all kinds of fishing birds flying around. It was beautiful. Very peaceful on the river bank. I miss the sound of water meeting land. I need to go home.
So I saw DJ Prime perform on the wheels of steel. Not bad at all. Mad skillz YO! (haha that sounds so bad!!:) it was like Rap City, basement and all. (but without the rap)
I started Stephen King's "Misery" tonight on the train. Im not impressed. Maybe it will get better.
I have a craving for a white chocolate mocha. A real large one. I dont know where it came from but tomorrow I will satisfy this need.
Tomorrow I go to the village. Its set to rain tomorrow too. I guess I cant complain. Ive had good weather since I got here.
And in other news today This was writen on the Scandal Institute pages. My man is a great man forreal. Do i deserve such perfection? maybe not. I just didnt know that the world knew:) They even got the smile thing right. I see no mention of his loving girlfriend but thats ok. behind every great man...
MARCUS THOMPSON....Boy o boy!! You are something else. The Bajan and non-national guys alike should take a leaf out o this man's book.
Soft spoken, yet manly, Marcus is a gentleman after my own heart....he has alot going for him....even more than he may think. Keep it up Marcus. Be yourself, stay cool and keep it real. Show the public what a real man is.
So I had sushi tonight. I was very impressed. I have a new favourite. No more salmon sashimi for me ( by the way thats one long slab of salmon on rice that melts in your mouth) Eel is my new "thing" I hadnt tried it before but its by far the best. I also went to the cinema. I went to see "About A Boy". It was a sweet movie. Nothing earth shattering. Just a decent feel good movie.
Brett is back. I didnt know he would be coming in today. I was pleasantly surprised to be woken up by him:) I was taking my afternoon nap.
totally unrelated...patience is important. Especially when it comes to dealing with other people's feelings. Its all natural to get flustered and indignant but its necessary to swallow the tart reply and just bear it. Just like you would want someone to do for you.
Thats really the key to life and relationships in general. Treat people the way you expect or would like to be treated. I have big issues with double standards but Im working on it. i think Im improving.
I have a new drink now. Cranberry and Vodka. Yums. I just got back from Manhattan. Went to a club in the Village. I didnt expect to have fun at all. I expected a night of Hip Hop (yuck) and R&B. But as soon as we got there there was this reggae session that lasted about half an hour. I was shocked. But what really made it cool was that the DJ played more reggae and then played some calypso. I had my fun to Sak Passe and Turn Me On. They played Rupee and Alison Hinds and even Lil RIck got some play. And it was this white ass bar! I wore a skirt!! It reached my knees...nothing scandalous. But i partied in a skirt. this is a first for me. And I wore dainty heels all night. They were very comfy though. I was looking ladylike. Yeah for Ade. I would have been more comfortable in some jeans but it was a nice change. Oh and guinness draught if not as good as the one in the bottle. Its much less potent. But they serve you more. I dont know if that evens things out. Id do this again. The night exceded my expectations. I had a ball. I really enjoyed myself tonight.
Im sleepy though.
So Im going to bed. Im expecting a call at midday. I have to be awake for that. :)