Bittersweet Symphony
Love that song.
It's been a whole lot of highs and lows for me. Just like everyone else in the world, I guess. Things can't always go your way but then again they can't always be crap either. But that's the extent of my musings today. Not the most profound and more than slightly cliche. It's been one of those weeks.
EVERYBODY is going to carnival
well not every single person in the world except me.... but it sure feels that way. Pinky, peanut, kiwi, keeber and even the potcake.
It is quite possible that our paths will never cross again.
life.
now for some equine medicine
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Ade from homepage @ 1:56:00 PM
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Pressha Boy!
Today, for the first time, the thought crossed my mind that I might fail this exam. That's a lie... I've considered what would happen if I failed it on many occassions. However on these occasions, somewhere in the back of my mind, some misplaced self-confidence has always stepped in to make me feel that since I've repeated my mantra 'FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION' oh so many times that it really wasn't going to happen to me. Today marks the day of my first RCVS Statutory Membership Examination Panic Attack. Today, not only do I feel I might fail... but I feel I WILL fail. (I can hear my mother gasping out loud as she reads this.)
I am petrified.
It's one thing to fail an exam. It's quite another to fail a 1,250 GBP (nuff expletive BDS dollars) exam . I have 98 days in which to familiarise myself with everything veterinary in the United Kingdom.
I can do it. I've been blessed with an above average ability to assimilate information. Unfortunately Ive been cursed with less than average ability to apply myself. Granted, in the past when crunch time came I always delivered. But I don't know if I'm up to taking on a task of this magnitude.
and as I typed that... my mantra kicked into my subconscious... I mean it when I say FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION. I have never been a failure and I'm not about to start when I have so much on the line.
end of self motivational pep talk
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Ade from homepage @ 2:27:00 PM
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