First Experience(s)
I went out last night. This new club Oceana had its opening last night and girlie from work had extra comps so I got invited.
Im on white wine glass number two and somewhere in the cusp of mellow and tipsy when I decide to take a trip to the ladies room. Its supposed to be a fancy schmancy club so they have bathroom attendants and all that jazz.
So Im washing my hands and Ms. Lady does the bathroom attendant thing, soap, paper towels and finally lesbian proposition. While guiding me toward the assortment of perfumes etc Ms. Thang proceeds to run her hand down my back all the way from my neck to the base of spine.
Now that has NEVER happened to me before. I dont know whether I give off a strong hetero vibe or what, but I have never been hit on by a member of the same sex.
And I dont know whether it was the wine or the fact that I havent had any kinda contact like that in donkey years.... but i wasn't repulsed just shocked out my mind. I made a swift exit all the same.
another first....
I know a stripper! I was talking to someone and they revealed to me that that was their previous profession. like wow.
Now to ask for some pointers.
Leeds is corrupting my poor mind.
BUT ANYWAYS... £11 for the taxi to and from the club. Like WTF. Thats why I stay home. This place too expensive. Thats like 550 mins (excluding VAT) on the phone with DLG. Id say that is times more pleasurable.
But I needed to go out so I could remember why I dont go.
its just me, my duvet, the radiator and my new Wilbur Smith novel tonight.
what more could a girl want? sigh
lonely in leeds signing out
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DLG Man of Action - The Insanity
So in 2 weeks I will be crossing the ocean to meet with the gorgeousness.
Excited? very
Nervous? even more so
Its like we did this whole thing backwards.
He didnt even know that I bite my nails, or that Im an incurable clutz.
I havent seen him in person in more than 3 years (3 months 7 days but who's counting;) and even then I didnt spend more than a few hours around him.
Is this crazy? Yes!
Am I thrilled.... oh hell yeah.
and with that said. My new fave song is:
Dont Trip By Trina
And if you see a fly bitch
nigga holla don't trip
Break her off a few dollars
Take her on a few trips;)
trina is my new role model. forget Lady Saw
lol
I wanna be the Baddest B!tch just like her
high on dates
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Play With Fire
There have been a couple incidences of tragedy recently that have produced conflicting trains of thought in me. Two young men caused unimaginable pain to their families by partaking in activities with known risks. Don't we all know that if we play with fire we can get burnt?
But haven't we all done something incredibly stupid and just gotten away with it. But what if we didn't?
Like if something had happened to me on my insane walk home last week… I would have deserved it. People would be sad but at the same time they couldn't help but think… it served her right doing dumb shit like that. And I know better so there really shouldn't be any sympathy for me.
On the flip side... what is life without some risk? To only do what is safe and acceptable is to rob yourself of the adrenaline rush that goes along with the fear of not knowing whats going to happen next. Personally I prefer risks that can't end up with me in the morgue. Like falling in love:D
We are all accountable for our actions. It's even worse when we make informed decisions. We can't even plead ignorance then. Unfortunately when something happens the pain is not limited to the one who screwed up. Family and friends suffer. And I guess that's the real tragedy of the whole thing.
all the same... R.I.P
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