It takes more than one person to maintain a relationship. No matter what kind of relationship. In my opinion if one person is putting too much more effort into making things work than the other then it's just not worth keeping. And 'history' and 'time' and 'emotions' are not good enough reasons to try to hold onto something.
I think of it as having an amputation. If the limb is gangrenous it has to come off. wouldnt an amputation be better with one swift incision? Trying to pump life into an obviously dead relationship is like cutting off your own leg with a hacksaw.
while I know most guys are interested in 'getting some' it's sad when that's ALL they're interested in.
say it with me girls... I am much more than my vagina
hormonal
ade
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Working Girl... Still
I've had this thing where I HATE work and then I dont hate is quite so much. I always decided to get another job when I had completed the task that was given. Im not one to quit before I've finished what is expected of me. I was tempted to give up many many times but my mummy aint raise me so.
But anyways... today the Human Resources manager let me know that I did a great job but they wouldnt be needing me anymore. I expected to be elated... but for some weird reason I wasn't thrilled. I actually like the people I work with...much more than I realised. And i was just building a good rapport with them. Not feeling so left out anymore. Just when I was getting used to the idea of having to start all over again in somewhere new... :) They LOVE me... they really love me (from The Mask).
They were impressed with my work so they found something else (MUCH less boring) for me to do. So now I have a steady job til I decide to stop and concentrate fully on the vet thing.
No Smoking - And I Feckin' Mean It This Time
So when I fell for MUT I knew he was a smoker and he assured me he was on his way to quitting. I believed him. He still hasnt quit. And even though I have a Pavlov's dog response to the taste of a well mixed rum and coke and the smell of cigarettes (those were the good ol days...(6)I absolutely refuse to put up with that crap again.
I dont care what people decide to do with their personal time and their lives... thats their stupid business if they want to kill themselves. Im not going to lecture any smoker on why they should give it up. Even a monkey has enough sense to know not to do something that is potentially dangerous to its health. I cannot understand the logic that makes a person start doing something that could increase their chances of dying a slow death drowning in their own body fluids.....
But anyways, I say kill yourself... feel free to be a moron. But Im not allowing second hand smoke to affect my health. I get soo pissed off when people smoke near me now. It's such an inconsiderate habit.
anyways... that shit aint happening around me. I dont care who you are.
end rant
:)
ade
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Embracing The Happiness
I finally did the vet thing on Saturday. And it was wonderful. Im thrilled to be back into the whole thing... even after I was BITTEN and SCRATCHED! It's going to take a while for everything to come back to me but I know I can do it.
My friend from Birmingham came to Leeds to visit and we had a really good time in the Fruit Cupboard (dont ask me why they would name a club that). It was actually the best time Ive had in that place and my regular eye candy wasn't even present.
Been getting some compliments at work. I mean its one of the shittiest jobs but Im doing it well, so its all good.
Things could hardly be better with DLG. Then again whenever I think that he takes things to another level.
'Cause you know your love is so divine...(8)
Im relaxing and going with the beautiful flow. I deserve this. I deserve to be happy. And if I get hurt later on, so be it. It would be worth feeling the way I feel right now.
so much to give
ade
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