I Should Know Better
Than to be spreading my business to the world on this thing. I need to be more like pinky and do more 'filtering'. But Im going on the premise that very few people know who DLG is since I havent given many of his details.
Well anyhoos.... enough on that. All I have to say is proceeding with caution... but going forward all the same.
My So Called Life
Has become a mere existence. Sacrifice has been the word in my head. If I want certain things out of life I have to give up other things. No cable, no frivolous clothes, no alcohol.... no no no. But it feels like all I do is go to work and come back home, cook, eat, sleep and repeat. Which is hardly true seeing that I went to a club on Saturday night.... However, Im feeling that need for some excitement in my life again. I wonder what Im going to do to get it this time.
but as shea would say... Ade is same ol, same ol.
nothing going on but the rent.
Ade from homepage @ 6:38:00 PM
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You Were Warned - A Word To The Wise
So things are going great with DLG. Regular phone calls, the interest doesn't seem to be waning. All the sweet talk in the world. He even mention the L word (not lesbian). And although Im loving it... my mind is still in 'If it seems too good to be true, it usually is' mode but my guard is lowering and im starting to think about... could he be....?
So Im chatting with my sistren that was around when I met him the first time and I happen to mention that I think hes such a sweetheart. You should hear the objections!
Girlie Girl says:
aw hell no!
Girlie Girl says:
stay away from him
Girlie Girl says:
he's a talker
Girlie Girl says:
u know how much woman he does take
Girlie Girl says:
he probably have one in every country he does go
Lawd.
Could my telephone love be a playa playa? Could the flora be a passport to my panties? Or is he a reformed whore? Can tigers change their stripes or leopards their spots?
Now why in the world would a guy spend so much money and put so much effort into his game SIMPLY to get into my pants? I KNOW there is available pussy in his neck of the woods... a cheap phone call away...in the same time zone for crying out loud!
The words of warning are enough though. I have no illusions of my ability to reform a he harlot. Im not stupid enough to believe I could be 'the one' to change him.
I believe people can change. But I also belive the changed are like wild animals that were 'tamed'. Theres always the chance that they can revert to their natural selves when that instinct kicks in.
or she could be wrong....
blah
I give up.
lemme go read my book, do
ade
Ade from homepage @ 8:58:00 PM
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What A Week
It was one thing after the other last week. As usual my problems seemed to obliterate anything good in my life. But then God sent me the reminder that it's easy to blow things out of proportion when you're self absorbed.
I was showing the Bedouin some pictures in an album of when we were young. Pointing out the who's who of my early life. Reminiscing. And now one of those people is missing. And his parents are in a state. How can my tiny surmountable problems compare?
Thank God that things werent as bad as expected with Rita.
Prayers for Antonio and his family.
and for the other stuff I will try to take care of my side of things and hope for the best.
this week will be better
Ade from homepage @ 10:19:00 AM
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