Let Me Hold You
take a serving of Omarion and add a splash of Bow Wow and you have a delicious underage cocktail.
i know, i know
neither mind blowing or mind boggling but i had to share
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Last Blog
Before exams at least, unless something totally mind boggling or mind blowing happens while Im in the library studying and I feel the need to share.
The last days are winding down and I have yet to get serious nerves. Maybe it's because Ive done everything in my power to fail and I havent yet (famous last words...lol) and Ive been studying harder than Ive studied all year. I think I'm probably going to freak out Monday night but until then its cool sailing while I study. I just found out Im going into finals with decent grades. I did surprisingly well on both my exams 2 weeks ago.
Bye Bye Blonde Hair and Beyonce Dreams
I did my hair yesterday and it suffered another chop.
I hate cutting my hair.
Even though I know its going to grow back it took so long to get to that point. Ah well it needed it.
Oh yeah and I also dyed my hair for the last time. I covered up all my honey blonde with my natural dark brown colour.
And there ended my quest to look like Beyonce:)
I take this oath,
I ade kinch solemly swear that I will not let another bottle of (permanent) dye (honey blonde or otherwise) touch my hair as long as I live.
that stuff wreaks havoc so i will have to go for boring dark brown healthy hair.
thats not so bad...right?
so im off to study
BEST OF LUCK TO MY PINKY SISTREN.
hope you not freaking out girl... i would be if I was you but you smarter than me...
but always remember....
youre a B girl and you can do whatever the hell you want.
that includes mashing up hard ass exams.
ade
and no we wont ever grow up
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Positive Thinking
I studied alot today
there's a historical romance novel with my name on it after these exams are done
I've forgiven everyone I have to forgive. holding grudges is unhealthy and petty.
I aint mad at yah.
i did well in the exam I thought I failed
Im making a little bit of progress on my post graduate life. UK here I come(?)
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Blah blah, blah blah blah
Some people arent meant to be in a relationship.
Thats my opinion.
I mean God made how many ever billion of us, He couldnt have engineered every last one of us to be adept at successfully maintaining a relationship with another human being.
Im slowly coming to believe that Im not capable of being with anyone in a happy, serious long term commitment.
Case In Point
So there's this guy, hes totally cool to hang with and I think he fancies himself mildly smitten by me.
Tonight he came over and I had one of my senseless PMS/pre-exam meltdown dramatic performances.
The poor guy...he didnt know how to handle the whole thing.
Im tired of being responsible for disappointments and hurt feelings.
He doesnt get it. He will be all into me now, but in a year and a half I can predict with 99% accuracy that we wont even be able to carry on a civil conversation.
Guys, they love me til they dont.
then they really dont
and they never listen
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R.I. P. Mrs. Robertson/ Millington
Im so sad to hear she passed on. Its surprising because she made a reputation out of making others feel bad about themselves.
Maybe its because she was an icon, or because she's leaving a relatively young son to mourn, or because it was "before her time" (not for us to decide but hey).
But apparently those who knew her well thought very highly of her, bitchiness aside.
Maybe we were pigs and she was the only one honest enough to tell us. It must have been hard to see the decline of HC happen in slow motion right before her eyes.
either way... its sad.
shes dead.
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When A Kiss Is More Than A Kiss
I'll be brave and make the sweeping statement that most women cannot be physically intimate without forming some kind of emotional attatchment. And whomever she becomes attached to has some level of control over her whether she likes it or not.
For most of us ladies there's no such thing as "No Strings Attached." So with that in mind females have to be particularly careful to whom they decide to relinquish the "goodies". Not because of what society dictates but as a measure of self-worth, protection of our emotions and empowerment.
So ideally we shouldnt even kiss a guy unless we think it would be ok to give him some level of dominance over us and that he would be careful with that power.
With that in mind what is a single gal to do?
I'd like to see the guy out there thats going to spend endless time with me getting to know me without getting as much as a kiss out of it.
its not impossible... its just rare. especially when i invoke such carnal thoughts in the minds of men...lol:D
what am i supposed to do while Im enjoying my sabbatical from boyfriends?
take a break from cuddles?
anyone thats even part way honest with themselves will know thats much easier said than done.
I guess I already know the answer.
yield not
just keep going
live strong
ade
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Temptation Is a B!tch
I've been very successful in conquering temptation recently.
I've been bored out my mind.
again I ask ... why does being "bad" have to be so much fun?
why cant being "good" be more exciting?
whats a single girl to do?
society sucks!
imposing all these goshdarned rules on me!
stay tuned for the future blog, "When Is A Kiss Just A Kiss?"
yes, i think i should go to sleep as well
ive said too much
end rant
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