Bad Behaved
Apparently I have no beaviour. No comments:P
I got some marks back today. I did pretty well in everything. But then I get to deportment. 4/5 WTF. The other people in my group got 5/5. I was livid. What have I been doing to deserve such serious insult?
But I realise that people dont like strong black women. Thats my excuse and Im sticking to it. :) Its probably because I dont have my head far up anyone's ass and I dont let people walk all over me. Or maybe its as my mummy says... im too aggressive and abrasive:)
ah well i still mash up the article review. and i mashed up my end of rotation exam today.
Cant nobody hold me down
ITS FRIDAY:D:D:D:D:D
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So I heard back from Brett. He's doing fine in medical school and hes still with that girl he was with when I saw him last in 2002. I know I shouldnt look at others and I shouldnt compare my life to anyone else's.....I shouldnt shouldnt shouldnt. I know. But I can't help it. What is this elusive thing that allows others to find lasting happiness with someone else and not me?
I just have to believe in everything in its time. I just havent found the right guy yet and writing 20 blogs about the same thing wont change anything.
and in more sombre news
i know im late but i just read some old news and found out that singer Houston tried to kill himself. By gouging out his eye no less. Looking at him on BET you would never guess that he was such a tortured soul. Another reason not to watch other people's outward shows of happiness. You never know what theyre hiding/ living with.
BUT
happiness is finishing a hard ass rotation tomorrow.
hearing from an old friend
chemical
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Love Me, Leave Me - Happy Birthday Bretty
Today is Brett's birthday. Every year I remember it. I cant help myself. It's also been about a year since Ive heard him last (except for that hi5 testimonial).
Well these guys can go. Theyve served their purpose in my life. And no matter what they are now no one can take away the beautiful memories I have stored away.
Greenday - Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) Lyrics
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
for what its worth, it was worth all the while
nostalgic
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Do We Have A Responsibility?
It's my blog and I can blog what I want to.
I have a pretty good idea of who reads this thing. And I tend to keep that in mind when I do my thing here.
I mean if I knew a bunch of starving Ethiopians (this is so politically incorrect) were reading I wouldnt write so much about my great Sunday lunch. Maybe if I had a particularly yummy lunch I'd mention it.. But I wouldn't want to throw it in anyone's face writing about yummy food every other day.
Or lets say I knew most of my audience was poor. I wouldnt go on and on about how lucky I was to be rich. That would just be insensitive. I try not to be insensitive (contrary to common belief).
But I guess essentially... They are our blogs and we can blog what we want to. If the reader doesnt like what he's reading he is free to stop reading....right?
mini rant
Imagine 3 frickin years after the fact someone is still trying to throw shit in my face.
People suck. ESPECIALLY "nice" ones
call in the backup
trying to be the better person
failing miserably ...lol
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can you feel the repercussions??
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Life's Little Joys
I love spinach. And Ive been looking for it in Trinidad for a while now. They always have this other variety that looks like something out of a roadside drain and tastes bitter. Today they had the one Im used to at home. After 4+ years in Trinidad I finally found it. If that isnt happiness I dont know what is
like yourself
but not too much
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