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Friday, December 17, 2004
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The exam went ok today. I should do pretty well.
Now for the real stuff on Monday and Tuesday.
Misanthropy
Im feeling like I would prefer to be holed up in my house when I get home. People ANNOY me so very much.
It is so healthy to recognise that you are a flawed individual. That way you have no right to look down on others or judge anyone for any reason. This holier than thou attitude that I see so many people adopting pisses me right off.
I would like nothing more than to go to them and point out where they could do with some serious improvement. Pull them off that pedestal that they put themselves on , that those that dont know any better put them on.
I have had people think themselves better than me because of the way I like to have fun, the books I read, the shows I watch.... get over yourself already!
Housemates - gotta love em
My house smells like cigarette smoke (gag) and Im about to traipse around in a towel infront of a few folks Ive never seen in my life.
One fine day I WILL live on my own... probably for the rest of my life!:)
Music - My Drug
THis stinking mood that has been enveloping me for a little while now lifted for about an hour this morning. They were playing such great music on the radio this morning. Good soca is God's gift to me. I can't wait for carnival....
And you give yourself away! Give, give, give it away!!(8)
They cant hold me down...we will carry on!(8)
oooh machel!
Ade from homepage @ 10:42:01 PM
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Usual Pre-Exam Meltdown - Phase One... Overwhelmed, General Throwing Up of Hands
I cannot control what other people feel or do or think.
I cannot control everything in my life.
What I can control is what I do....
and I am doing such a terrible job at that.
I wish, wish, wish I could study.....
I cant remember a time when I have cared less about exams and school.
I just want this to be over.
Ade from homepage @ 3:24:32 AM
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
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I hate school.
I am abslutely unable to do this studying crap. I am not cut out for this. AT ALL! My final year and still havent learnt to study.
At least I know Im decent at the actual vet stuff.
And in the end thats what matters.... right?
Ade from homepage @ 9:00:13 PM
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Yield Not To Temptaion For Temptation is SIN!
I never want to see another President's Choice Triple Chocolate Fudge cookie again. Im not in the habit of denying myself my cravings. Life is too short. So Ive engorged myself on these things.... now I feel sick. Go figure. Well that took care of that craving!
Self Diagnosis:)
I think I have Hypothyroidism. I was just studying that in the dog and I thought the signs looked familiar. So of course I looked it up on webmd...
- Feeling tired, sluggish, or weak.
- Memory problems, depression, or difficulty concentrating.
- An inability to tolerate cold temperatures.
- Weight Gain
hmmmm..... I could be the poster child for this disorder
today I fell asleep in the middle of undressing. I took of the doggy stuff and lay in my bed for a second to gather the energy to finish undressing and get into the shower. I woke up an hour later... This after a full night of sleep.
I need the beach.
Ade from homepage @ 1:06:42 AM
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
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My Little Sister Is 21
maybe by the time shes 25 I can really spoil her:) But she's the hardest person in the world to shop for. Well I think she and the pinkslip have a tie. I always imagine getting something that I think is ultra cool, have her say "Thanks Addy!" and know that she's only putting on a front so she wouldnt hurt my feelings.
Yuh see, everybody should be simple like me:) Get me anything cutesy and purple and Im happy. My mum got me the nicest pen from England. It was cutesy and purple with a bit of pink in there and I was happy.
But I digress. Happy (belated) Birthday to my super sweet, super pretty, super elegant, super mature...(all the things I wish I could be) baby sister.
God was kind to me.
ade
Ade from homepage @ 8:53:23 AM
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Monday, December 13, 2004
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Looking Through My Photo Album
Usual study procrastination tactics. it's pretty sad. I dont speak to any of these folk anymore. Except for my family and the girls Ive known as long as Ive known myself. Well and the peanut. :)
What the hell does that mean? That they didnt care about me enough or was it that I didnt care about them.
Or maybe it's just what my mummy says. People come into your life for a reason. They make their impact and then theyre gone. Just be happy you got a chance to meet them.
I cant wait to stop moving around and finally be settled.
c'est la vie
Ade from homepage @ 3:12:16 AM
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Sunday, December 12, 2004
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Let's Just Say I Have Excellent Timing
I believe in my ability. TO be a better person. I just think I have to screw up majorly now to learn from those experiences. I cant say Im a quick learner but I will get it eventually.
SO here's to standing for something and independence. Even if its forced its going to be fun to see what happens without any kind of security blanket whatsoever.
Thank God for TV and novels.
IM OK!
I can sooo do this!
ade
Ade from homepage @ 3:16:05 AM
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