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Saturday, December 04, 2004

Lost - 1 Fun, Fearless Female
What has happened to me? I have become this person with no life outside school and MUT This isnt how I want things to be. I remember so many girlie nights out when I was single. So many distractions. So many parties... so much fun.

Now what? I go out with MUT and if Im not with him I stay home. This absolutely cannot be healthy.
And Im thinking... how can I change this situation?
say no to flams...hehehe



Productivity My A$$

oh yeah and the plan to do more work by not borrowing any books this weekend... didnt work.

Where's a Guinness when you need one?



Ade from homepage @ 10:42:05 PM

Alexander the Not So Great
DO not under any circumstances go see this movie. Between the excess of homosexuality, the drawn out story line and the portrayal of this man as nothing more than an egomaniac, I was lost. I pride myself of being marginally intelligent. I was so confused through out the whole movie.
But if you dont take my word for it and go see the movie anyways...look out for Colin Farrels stuff and Rosario Dawsons boobs. Govie you would be in heaven for about 5 minutes.
Why do actresses feel they have to bare all. First Halle and now this chick. The nudity did nothing to aid the story line. She could have chosen another movie....not this flop.

ok off to bed. im insane exhausted.

the excitement of my Friday nights is off the scale. :S

All is yours .... all yours(8) Onika Bostic. watch out for that song for carnival.


Ade from homepage @ 1:10:23 AM

Friday, December 03, 2004

More death
Since I blogged....
2 horses were murdered. One was terminally ill, the other fell and couldnt get up. Basically the killings were justifed. But to see it... gosh. Dont get me wrong. None of these euthanasias are painful to the animals. Its like a bullet to the head kills immediately. Theres no pain when your brains are protruding through a hole in your skull.

But still....

The logic behind it is sound in my opinion. Why subject a being to a poor quality of life? I believe in euthanasia for terminally ill humans too. I wouldnt like to live my last moments in pain.

But Im a bit torn. This life isnt mine to take. It was given to me. Its almost like throwing away a gift.

But if I had to take a stand.... I would say its up to terminally ill people to decide whether they want to live or die. They just have to deal with the consequences of their actions in the Afterlife (if they believe in that stuff).

Lets hear it for inebriated logic! Drinks in the middle of the week... I love my boyfriend!!

Also...dont doubt Im an expert on ethics... I got the highest in my class for that exam:D


Oh yeah... and there was an earthquake today. It rocked my world!!lololol. snicker. Fun stuff!!!
(imacheese)

damn life is good!


Ade from homepage @ 1:27:25 AM

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Angel of Death Strikes Again
I absolutely have to stop crying every time I have to euthanise a dog. This was the first of my patients that didnt make it. Irreversible kidney failure. Even though he wasnt a friendly dog (he was a badass Doberman with aggression training) I still got used to seeing him around and caring for him. And I felt his pain.
I tried saying the whole 'I will not cry' mantra in my head. Just didnt work.
Im too emotional for this. It is so hard to remain detached.

and in other news...
the studying starts this weekend. I have to mash up these exams. NO MORE NOVELS well after Im done this one. I am going to be like a crack fiend trying to detox. I hope I can be strong.....


Ade from homepage @ 5:41:23 PM

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Alanis in the a.m
No one told me it was so much fun to be up and online in the wee hours of the morning. I slept all evening so of course Im not tired now. Also there is much work to be done before i have wake up in 3 hours. Theres no doubt about it...Im going to feel like shit tomorrow (later today).
So Ive been listening to Jagged Little Pill (track 2 is my favourite), chatting alot, writing up a report a little bit for the past 2 hours. It was surprising how many people couldn't sleep. Insomnia is endemic! I even got a surprise phone call. I need to do this more often. I had the most interesting convies tonight.

well off to try to force myself to sleep.
this is madness.

today was a good day.

ade



Ade from homepage @ 7:23:06 AM

Monday, November 29, 2004

Change of Plans Again
The puppet masters have decided that a week at home is inadequate. I have been commanded to spend the three weeks or stay in trinidad. I choose the former. So I'll be missing Old Year's Night with MUT and his birthday (capricorn, i must have lost my mind). But thats more time with Miss Aza and Mr. Nkosi, my sisters and of course my parents that drive me up a wall... So I have to steel myself for yet another Old Years Night with no one to kiss at midnight. lovely.

and of course all of this is subject to change

marionette signing out


Ade from homepage @ 1:37:18 AM

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