9 Months Later...
MUT and I have been together for a whole 9 months (well on and off..:) wow. thats a whole pregnancy. It feels like forever. Lord knows he gets on my very, very, very last nerve. But I love him. I would be that fool for him. And at the end of the day thats really what I wanted. To lose my wits:)
SO I dedicate this to him. Even though he doesnt know about this blog.
For my MUT. For all the he is and all that he's not, Im his.
My Man - Billie Holiday
It cost me a lot
But there's one thing that I've got
It's my man
It's my man
Cold or wet
Tired, you bet
All of this I'll soon forget
With my man
He's not much on looks
He's no hero out of books
But I love him
Yes, I love him...
I hope this lasts until carnival at least. Gosh I love that waist! In more ways that one...mwahahaha!
Ade from homepage @ 5:29:02 PM
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I was going to lament on the lameness of the situation I find myself in this Friday night. But instead Im going to focus on the positve....
Castrated a dog today. Super neat suture line. yeah me.
and thats it for the positive.
Its so hard doing this clinic thing. Im sitting here thinking about my patients. Wondering whose pain meds wore off. Thinking about poor Shadow with a catheter up his pee hole (a little layman terminology), hoping someone remembered to give Tanner some food after his operation, poor baby was starving.
Lord only knows how much I need a life....
Ade from homepage @ 2:47:29 AM
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Just Call Me Dr. Kevorkian - Doggie Killer
It was sad today. This dog came in to the clinic beyond help and she had to be euthanised. So the owner said his goodbyes to the dog and as we were taking her away she looked so scared and lonely. It was almost as if she knew what I was about to do. I tried hard to think of her as just a dog. But I couldnt. I played God and ended this dog's life.
But The Good News Is...
After I wiped away the tears and wrapped my mind around the situation, I knew I was putting her out of pain.
I found the vein like a pro. Today was a good day in the clinic. Im feeling more and more like some day I can be good at this stuff.
Ade from homepage @ 8:55:35 PM
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I've been having a string of down days. Things are just weighing on me. But the good news is I'm sure its 75% hormonal.
I found this retreat. This place I go in my head when things get rough.
Sanctuary
Endless hours lying in your embrace,
Nothing doing.
Nothing to look forward to,
But the next time I am there again.
tomorrow is a happy blog. i promise.
Ade from homepage @ 5:02:07 AM
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Im Sick and Tired - Another Rant
Of being let down and disappointed,
Of extra housemates and inconsiderate people,
Of being home alone with so much time on my hands,
Of knowing I should be doing more and just not doing it,
Of feeling overwhelmed and helpless.....
But then there are always these documentaries on HBO about the last months of a cancer patient's life or of the final letters from soldiers in Iraq to their families (she was only 19) and I have to think that nothing Im experiencing compares to any of that. That I need to stop sweating the small stuff and whinig and just take care of my own destiny.
I just don't know how.
Ade from homepage @ 11:37:06 PM
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Christmas Plans
plans keep changing. As of right now I'll be spending all of the vacation in Little Bimshire. When the puppet masters make up their minds i'll know for sure and pass it on to all interested parties.
Ade from homepage @ 3:30:29 AM
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