Happy Birthday to Ms Shea Butter!! I'm oblivious of the date. Hope you having a great time gal. I miss you.
I Know How To Groom A Horse
I can add that to my resume.
I HATE getting up at 5:30 in the am. Why cant horses run in the hot sun like everybody else? But you really cant beat leaving the track at 10. And hopefully I will make it to the races on Saturday to see all my babies run. Its all worth it.
Ive Managed To Isolate Myself
For some reason Ive contented myself with having MUT as my entire Trini life. Between him and my romance novels and cable I have not wanted for anything more. Im breaking all the rules in the dating book *giggle* and to make it worse... my classmates are moving out. Theyre thoroughly shaken up about the robbery situation. So thats going to be like no human contact outside of school and MUT.
But its hard to want to be social when you feel like Michelin woman. Im never going to lose this weight....
Then I have to think... I wasnt happy when i looked like this so its quite possible I will never be happy with my body.
but enough bitching and moaning.
im outtie
ade
im mentally ill.... i need some dr love
Ade from homepage @ 8:00:29 PM
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Trini News
Ive started school and im back on the race track. I love that place. A groom even remembered my name. How cool is that?
I was watching a movie last night and it was shot at good ol' JHU. Made me all nostalgic. Im glad I got the experience though.
It also made me think about the two songs that can make me cry.
yeah this is random ish now.
Leaving On A Jet Plane - John Denver
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go I'm standin' here outside your door I hate to wake you up to say goodbye But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn Already I'm so lonesome I could die So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you'll wait for me Hold me like you'll never let me go 'Cause I'm leaving on a jet planeI don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
and
Walk Away - Ben Harper
Oh no- here comes that sun again. And (that) means another day without you my friend. And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself. And it hurts even more to have to be with somebody else. And it's so hard to do and so easy to say. But sometimes - sometimes, you just have to walk away - walk away.
With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one? But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun. And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes, you just have to walk away - walk away and head for the door.
We've tried the goodbye so many days. We walk in the same direction so that we could never stray.
They say if you love somebody than you have got to set them free, but I would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery.
They say time will make all this go away, but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays. And once again that rising sun is droppin' on down And once again, you my friend, are nowhere to be found
oh that one is a real tear jerker. especially for me, Ms. Emotional:)
Oh yeah and Im going to mention this only once ( memories of Allo Allo?:D) My birthday is September 19th and Im going to be a quarter century. I would like this and this and this for my bday.... so talk amongst yourselves and arrange something... you know, so I dont get the same thing twice.
Ade from homepage @ 3:48:56 PM
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