Vindicated Dashboard Confessional
I am Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong
I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
I decided who I'm going to marry. I told him. I shouldn't have showed my hand so soon but I think he doesnt believe me. But I'm serious. He's going to be Mr. Ade Kinch
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Ade from homepage @ 9:52:30 PM
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The ticket is booked. God willing I'll be in trini by MOnday evening. Im in need of some curry.
Females! Rant
SO I go to give a former interest a hug. The usual kind of meaningless hug that you give John Public at these schmooozy fetes. The kind with no body parts touching.. that you could drive a truck between. Chick got all upset and stormed off and ish. All the while Im thinking.... I really dont want your man... REALLY!
Then his butt going to tell me he cant dance wid me on KADOOMENT DAY cause he dont want to get her vex. Props for him being respectful and caring about her feelings but in the next two seconds he was murdering some gal bumpah... not his girl's. So apparently Im a special case. (either that or it was an excuse... my bumpah musse aint murderable)
Then for me to find out today that some stupid chick been walking around saying she dont like me. I have done NOTHING to her. Not even when the opportunity was there to be taken.
But Ive been the dumb b!tch as well. Ive had things against girlies for no reason other than we have the same taste in guys. Id like to believe Im past all that. These girls have no effect on my life and thus no importance. So next time I see any of them...I'll smile sweetly and go on about my business. Women shouldnt be hating each other. they should be hating men:)
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Ade from homepage @ 1:36:57 AM
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Are We In Control? im watching this documentary about previous brain damage leading to violent behaviour later on in life. I wonder if its an excuse for murderers or if there are some of us that are not in control of our actions. I would like to believe that in every stupid thing Ive done there was always a moment that I knew I could have stopped and made the other choice. Wouldnt it be kind of great if there was some excuse for all our wrong doings? Some reasoning that would enable us to wipe the slate clean, that would allow us to get forgiveness because we couldnt help ourselves. An explanation.
well i dont know. i dont think some people have a choice. i can buy the brain damage thing. Ive been trying to change for so long... but it doesnt seem to be working. maybe i have brain damage.
Maybe God made my true colours grey for a reason. To allow other people to feel better about themselves it would be nice to be normal
can u tell im in a mood?
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Ade from homepage @ 1:25:26 AM
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Kadooment Synopsis I had a great time. The costume looked nice but the beached whale feeling threatened to ruin things. I got over it real quick, (somewhere after the second Guinness) and avoided all cameras like the plague. I was sooo tired by the time I reached Spring Garden. i was thinking...how the hell do I do two days in trini? But the intensity is much different. Its pretty hard to work up worser than that for all that time. MUT was sorely missed. We had such a great time together on carnival Monday..Im sure he would have been the cherry on top of my Kadooment day. (8) Im your queen, youre my king.........(8)
Its time to go back to Trini. I got t'ings dere Also Poison launch in Sept. I gotta hit the gym like a demon.
i can do this
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Ade from homepage @ 10:04:55 PM
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While I Wait it was a girl's (mostly) night out. the B girls all together again.
the best friends are those that dont need u to call all the time.
its good to see that the world will change and shea will remain the crazy person we love.
more friends jumping on monday. not that it was necessary for a good time but it will nice all the same.
im soooo tired. no more late nights and early mornings for me.
the moon was beautiful tonight. it was good to know that even though i was by myself, i wasnt admiring it alone.
i cant complain
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Ade from homepage @ 6:42:25 AM
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