|The Male Situation In Bim - A Study In Frustration.... i.e. T'ings Brown
Xtreme on Friday, standard drinks free ladies free. Manna for those with less endowed pockets. SO Im in there with my girl and we scoping the scene. It's ok to do this because we're both single ladies and its Friday night.
First off, the choices were limited. Then we saw a cute guy....but he was there with his obvious girlfriend. Then we saw another.... but he was there with his obvious boyfriend. At that point I wanted to walk over and hit him really really hard. "Buddy we need you!!! We're in crisis here" T'ings rough in the male department already and this nigga playing for the other team.
Of course there were the standard chat ups, but who wasnt married had a gf. Then I was lusting over this gorgeous body from afar... and it turned out to be the Flam. Another one snatched off the shelf.
I have to note that young boys in Bim really representing. Half the good looking ones were from my little sister's era. If only i was a couple years younger.
Im leaving tomorrow
Ruben Studdard is class
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|My Own Doing – The Spider Web
I’m trapped. But there aren't any fences or walls or chains or shakles. It's like I'm in an open field with miles of opportunity stretching in all directions as far as I can see but I'm frozen in one spot.
And I can't move.
Or it's like a spider web. The more I struggle. The more entrapped I become. I can fight this. But I don't want to. I could drown in this and die happy.
Im stuck and its my own doing.
But noone cares if I stay.
yes im melodramatic:)
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|Moment Of Silence
B2K broke up... I will miss those underage six packs...
I will make it to the beach today. If I have to crawl there I will make it. I cant take this forgranted. cause maracas just aint cutting it.
talking about taking something forgranted.
I know im demanding...
and i need more attention than the average female....
But COME ON NOW!
Human nature dictates that if you have someone exactly where you want them...they can just F*CK OFF!
My life also dictates that if there's something i want really really badly it will hover just beyond my reach. Until i dont want it anymore and then it will fall into my frickin lap.
No worries though. All will be mine in time.
yes im supremely confident about that.
(8)Jammin to the Xtreme(8)
going out with a bang!;)
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|I Wanna Stay
my plan was to be here for less than 2 weeks. I have the greatest long distance relationship with my family but I think we could do with restraining orders at times. But here it is... Ive been here almost 3 weeks and I dont want to leave.
Im trying to devise plans to get me to stay. If only bajan vets werent so damned stuck up... Id work with one of them instead of going back to Trickybad.
But alas.... I must go. i dont know when but my butt has to be back in trini for monday. Its going to be sad and the funniest thing is the thought of numerous carnival fetes isnt doing much to cushion the blow...
i must be sick.
but when i go im going to miss him most of all.
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|Govie For Prime Minister
he's my hero
thanks govie pooh!
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Me Myself & I
This vacation was different. So much ade time, family time, girlie time. I got my doses of testosterone in club x but other than that things have been pretty quiet. I have to admit I like it.
Take for instance Old Years Night. Midnight came and went and there was no new years kiss. The earth continued to spin in its orbit and the stars remained in the sky. I partied the night away and it wasnt bad at all.
Its good to be single.
thats not to say I wouldnt give up this status in a heartbeat.
I'm just waiting for Mr. Right to come to his senses and realise that im the one for him.
No rush though. Next time Im playing for keeps.
So Much For Caution
and I quote, "i cant stop. i will just have to be more careful what i write. " that was written jan 5th.
on jan 6th I wrote,"so ade the bisexual went to the beach "
i dont know what to say about myself... honestly.
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|The one moment that raiser isnt online... I need him
where are yah?
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possible yellow new yorker sighting in Trinidad....
I went to the beach yesterday all by my lonesome. Barbados still takes my breath away. The water at Carlisle Bay was so clear and so blue. I really love this place.
I was there for 3 hours... NOT ONE TAN LINE! I need tan lines.... they're like a way to judge my tanning progress. SO im going back today. I willbe lined!
Remember folks... the blacker the berry the sweeter the juice.
The Gay Thing
Bajans seem to be obsessing about who's gay and who's not. Ive heard guys being accused just because they dress nicely. I heard that a former schoolmate had washed her hands of the male population and was seeking better company. And guess who I saw at the beach with said company.
But Ive decided to give her the benefit of the doubt. I go to the beach with the pinkslip all the time.
and in related news... Im a bisexual. I heard so last night
Synopsis - compliments the pinkslip
so ade the bisexual went to the beach and saw a suspected gay couple, and came home with no tan lines
my life is exciting
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|change is good. it's not always comfortable or welcome. but it's inevitable.
so in this new year i'll embrace change and work harder towards being the best person i can be.
im going to be a quarter century this year. one year closer to being an employee, wife and hopefully mother. so its more important than ever that i get my act together.
2004, Ade Improvement year:)
lets hope its good to me
yes im addicted to blogging. i cant stop. i will just have to be more careful what i write.
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|can you hear me now?
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