Yesterday was the perfect time for TSTT to f*ck with my phone. I almost had a nervous breakdown when my forsure call didnt come.
Uptown Girls SUCKED ASS! but the company was great. The pinkslip even baked me a cake and iced it too. Chocolate is the thing dreams are made of. What does it mean when someone forgets your Birthday? Nothing:) Ive forgotten loads of Birthdays. Im just not good with those kinds of things.
but anyways... life is good. I got the apartment. So I'll be moving for the last bloody time in October. It has everything. Well except for Hot water..... thats a pretty big deal but... I guess I'll get over it. Or freeze my ass off in the morning.
Im going out to dinner tonight:D I love to play dress up.
Good To Go Today started off great:) I got good news on an apartment. My "landlady" is just TOO maco (thats malicious in trini speak) and I dont want people in my biz at all. Not that there's anything going on but the rent. But thats the way I like it. uh huh uh huh....(where did that come from?)
Miss my sisters:( Neeks went back to England yesterday with mums in tow. And even though Ive been away from her for a few weeks I got really really sad yesterday. Its like shes no longer just a phone call away (not that I called anyways) or even in the same time zone. And shes starting university... and getting to be a big girl. And Im not there for any of it. And I never will be. Upsetting stuff. But this is life.
So Yesterday There are a couple calls I dont expect to get today. But thats what 'love' is. ::rollseyes:: And a couple I expect to get.... But thats what caught up is:D
Here's to the honeymoon phase
NOTHING is going to get me down today NOTHING DAMMIT! Ade
The urge to move to Planet Goodridge and live with my friend Shea is very strong. Apparently I have a reputation for being a "big sket" in Trinidad and I havent a clue how Ive managed to earn this one. Its quite disturbing. I cant pretend it doesnt affect me. It's very annoying to get a reputation when youre not even enjoying the fun of earning it. But Im thinking of changing my lifestyle. I dont want this for myself so the more Im out of sight the less people will have to say about me. Before I used to think...I dont give a damn..but im getting older now. SOon (as in the next 10 years;) Im going to be in the market for a husband and children and I wouldnt want my husband to have to go through someone saying something like that about his wife.
And on that note Im just tired of people. Im tired of the drama people try to introduce into my life. I dont want to do anything for my birthday... Just stay home and sleep. Maybe then they'll spread the rumour that Im dead and they will leave me the hell alone.
Dont Sweat The Small Stuff The death of this guy seems to have shaken people. Im one of them. Not because I knew him but because he was there at the last party i went to (and quite a few others before) and he was there like me... having a good time. Now he wont beable to anymore. But things happen in 3's so I dont expect anymore phone calls with bad news.
Skank Detector... I have your IP address and I know youre a friend of the Flam...sooooooo. YOURE FOUND OUT BeATCH! wise up next time. RETARD!
Cant Nobody Hold me down Im in a good mood STILL :) Ade
Eau d'Ovine I stink of sheep and Im hungry. Does this make me miserable? Nah. For some strange reason Ive been singing Colours of The World (whatever the cheesey Spice Girls song is) and Im in an awesome mood. I dont know why. but who cares why....
My Place Ive settled into the place where Im living and for right now I dont want to move. The only thing that would get me out is if my financial situation takes a plunge for the worst. Thats a very likely scenario but for night now Im cool. I washed clothes by hand... and its quite therapeutic and my gosh the clothes come out soo clean. but Im going to reserve the jeans for the laundermat. I love the peace and quiet and I didnt even get miserable with the weekend to myself. I just slept from 8:30 last night til 6:30 this morning with a few interruptions. So Im well rested. Off to the gym this evening:)
Last night I heard that a former acquaintance of mine got injured and was in critical condition. It’s scary that he could die and even though it wouldn’t devastate me (its been 12 years since I wrote his initials in my skin… I was a sick puppy from all back then:D) we shared enough moments that it would affect me. These things really get me thinking. My tomorrow isn’t promised to me. No one’s is. So this is why I let people close to me know how I feel about them. If something should happen there wouldn’t be any regrets on my part, things left undone… or unsaid. This is why I have no time for stupid pride or dumb games. It’s just too easy to lose someone you love or to be “taken” yourself. Especially when you live in Trinidad. This place wicked!! Reading papers here has the potential to ruin my day.