Guys with girlfriends dig me. Even when Im not wearing my Scarlet A or my "Down For WhutEVA!" T-shirt. ::rolls eyes:: I dunno...maybe I exude some kinda "Keepin it on the DL" aura or something. Whatever it is...its annoying. You figure it would be safe to go out with a guy cause he's all into his girl. WRONG! Its just a shame that you cant tell the good ones from the bad ones anymore. Everybody's a playa!
C.O.T Bad Boys2 was great. Loved the action scenes and the car chases. The jokes were actually funny as hell too. And pinky... you were right about the kiss at the end.... very "i wish that was me slobbering all over will smith!" sexy.
anyways... off to my bed. hopefully i will be going to the races tomorrow. Hope it doesnt rain.
Marriage Yes Im back on this topic again. Ive been watching this Primetime special on weddings and they just did a feature on a couple with an arranged marriage. The got married and then fell in love. And its working out for them. Interesting…
Right now I feel like I’m light years from marriage. My biological clock was starting to tick but my little Kosi Bean set that back another 5 years at least. But I figure… when I do tie the knot… it’s going to work. I will be one of those exceptions, the happily married til death do us part kind. He’s going to love me and Im going to love him and we will make it work against all odds. I wont do it unless I’m 110% sure…. Because id rather be a spinster than a broken bitter divorcee. Time Will Tell.
BUT my Marie Claire 10 year horoscope looks promising.... so theres hope yet. im so silly....
Reality check comment: I better put this much thought into vet school and that damned project!
Parents Do The Darndest Things.... Im online... chatting... enter Parental Unit (PU) PU: Ade I need to use the net Pleb (me): Ok gimme 5 mins PU: no you can use it when i get off (yuh think??) Pleb: OK (I am just a pleb after all)
pick up the phone to call the flam (havent spoken to him all night) that line occupied with the PU's laptop online....
Closing Time Seems like most people found some form of happiness this vacation. whether it was a finding a new flam/love or the high from excessive partying or just getting to spend precious time with the bf/gf you dont get to see during the semester.
Well I found my happiness in the new flam. I tried so hard not to have feelings for him but it was like trying to stop a freight train.
There was also the pain of losing someone close to me. Its not a new feeling but everytime I go through it it hurts like the first time. I guess its something you never get used to. Its too bad things had to turn out like this. What a waste.
And now my summer is almost over and I will have to say goodbye. Again... Its never an easy task... Everytime i have to go through this i wonder why I cant have greater discipline and just keep away from getting attached. It was worth it though. No regrets.
Soon it will be back to trini. Thats when Im going to feel Dr. Knott's absence. Im used to not having him around for summer but now its going to be painfully obvious that he's gone. Thats 3 years of friendship converted to 5 minute conversations on MSN. Sucks. SO much reduced to so little.
But its not all negative. Ill be getting more practice at living single. Being my own woman... Gymming it. Hopefully seeing my potcake...
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end Closing Time
i guess this is just life. beginnings and endings ade
yeah im in a pretty shitty mood. too much time on my hands...
BUT NEEKS IS COMING IN and that makes it all better:D
rallygrrl i went to my first rally today and im hooked. it was sooo cool. even having to look after the little hyperactive vampire didnt put a damper on my day. and i found out that my uncle races! he did ok in his races today but his car messed up. he told me i could come learn:D imagine me in a cutesy red car built for speed. I sooo want to be a rally driver. theres this one chick that does it. she didnt do so hot today (ok she came in last...) but i heard she usually does ok. maybe one day it will be me...
Just came back from a house party. havent been to one of those in ages! but it was cool. a little dead at first but you know what free alcohol and decent dub can do to a party.
Its so comforting to be out with a buff guy. its almost like you dont have to worry about being troubled 'cause the dude youre with can intimidate the hell outta most negroes. Not that there were any bad men there... it was a "prep" party. when the pink slip hears whose party it was we're going to have a laugh...or not.
This party was full of "IT" girls. I had this convie with Govie b4... An it girl is a female who appears to have IT all. And because of this appear to think they're the sh"IT" this could quite possibly be my imagination. I mean people have told me that i look stuck up (wtf ever) and thats the furtherest thing from the truth.
ANYWAYS... I cant say this enough. Im shallow as all hell. I just love this negro's body! Talk about frickin dark chocolate heaven. If he was a Magnum Icecream Bar Id eat him all up and lick my fingers clean! YUMS!
well off to bed. work in a few hours. Im a souljah!