So I went to the lime and guess what! I knew a whole set of people there. I kinda wished we'd stayed instead of going Baje (Splaje!) but I was like a moth to the flame...couldnt help myself. And damn this driving thing. A whole cooler full of Smirnoff Ice and none for me. But Kiwi and I had a good time in the Heights. And yuh nevah know...i might be chilling there again soon. rubbing shoulders with the privileged;)
Finally met Suffie....again:)
Bus ride today....niiiice! I think Daana would agree with me. Now off to Boat Yard and later Power x Four. and guess what....East Coast tomorrow. :D for free at that. The Hobby Gods have smiled...make that laughed!
I never expected so much from this flam situation but im pleasantly surprised. Im trying really hard not to analyse everything....so without thinking about it...things are wonderful
Flamingo I was thinking about giving the new flam this website address. Its actually easy enough to find but if I give it to him then it's like inviting him into my head. Im not sure if Im ready for that yet. Maybe soon. But if I give it to him Im not sure if Im going to be tempted to change the way I write just to suit him. Like leave out the comments about the ex, or the potcake.... or the old crush or the new crush. I think I will keep my freedom of speech for a while longer. so if you reading buddy.... don't let me know;)
I was invited to a lime this evening (kinda) and I want to go...even though i would only know one person there. I think its important to put yourself outside your comfort zone ever so often just to realise what you could accomplish in unfamiliar territory.
Living Single I just wasnt cut out to be a single female. Im that kinda woman that's much better off with a guy in her life. Maybe its a weakness (most likely) maybe its just how some people are made. Whatever it is... thats me, affection junkie. My mind pulls me in one direction, my body in another. ..Im just the living example of the single woman's dilemma. But the mind is winning... for now.
Driving sucks...no drinks:S And Xtreme on a Wed...drinks needed. but i had a good time all the same. So no more going out til Saturday unless the Hobby Gods or the Money Gods smile on me. New belly ring...very sexy butterfly. New shoes... and best of all..the little vampire is back...looking all grown up.
ok im rambling. off to bed
by the way... as cheesey and pathetic as it sounds... I miss my ex boyfriend. how sucky is that?
thanks for stealing my joy i know im messed up... full of issues... a few more than the average person but really not too many more. but every now and then i forget and imagine i can have a normal "relationship" with some nice guy. And in these moments of happiness...I can always depend on someone to pull me right back down to earth.
so warn your male friends... tell them not to fall for me... its been proven. im no good at the whole guy thing.
Wet Fete... danced all day on an empty stomach. made some new acquaintances. t'ief a lil wine here and there... was aiight. Xtreme... too tired to move... great company though... saw the old crush (always a plus....even when he wid de gf)
overall a productive day. now off to work.... i ache all over
there's alot to be said for the male physique. Something about the solidity and the sinew... and add that to some size and it *sigh* makes for good leaning upon. Male closeness is definitely underrated.
and in other news.... Machel has proposed. He wants to marry me. I wonder what my parents would think of him as a son-in-law. :D Jo-Hokes
this guy told me that he can see through my facade... that im really an innocent trying to pretend im not. biggest belly-laugh of the night.:D Obviously Im innocent...and whats this foolishness about pretending not to be.