I battled my demons and I won. The ex seems to be in good hands ( a genuine smile says alot) and sooner ot later this whole thing will be nothing more than a vague memory. Thats just life.
Baje was aiight. Definitely not as good as Px4 last weekend. But as always I had myself a ball, its a sin to leave home and not enjoy yourself. And I got offered a free costume. So yuh nevah know... I might be doing the Power x 4 thing again this year. :D
overall... life is still good. I cant complain at all. This is so much better than I thought it would be.
Murderer I killed a pig yesterday. (i killed some day old chicks a few days ago....) And I did it well... especially considering it was my first time. Got the vein in the first try... and I think the vet was a little impressed with me. I know that my sis and the pinkslip are rolling their eyes. :P but its moments like these that make me believe that I might really be made for this and maybe things will work out ok in the end.
and I hope to see the blogging crew in full effect tonight:) We going do de puppy like last weekend right peanut and kiwi.... and throw a bit of the pinkslip in there and it should be off the hizzook (:S) im looking forward to it. its the freakin weekend baby.... and im about to have me some fun
Something To Look Forward To I go to work, come home, go to the gym, come home have a hot shower (night's highlight;) and go to sleep. well at least I'll be a fit home-body by the time summer is over.
I kinda got rid of the new suitor. He didnt call last night...so maybe he got the idea. Why am I pushing guys away? Who knows... maybe the thought of going another 2000 miles down a dead end road is daunting. Who wants to start that process of getting to know someone, becoming all vulnerable and involved and finding out 3 months or 3 years after that it wasnt meant to be? I sure dont.:)
But anyways...who really cares. I got a date in August and it aint Kadooment Day. And Im daring to look forward to it.... I will be the optimist this time. This will happen and things will be wonderful. More gym motivation... Gotta look good just in case things work out with the older guy with the BMW;)
Ja Boo...i aint forget bout you... Good luck in those exams and dont forget we got to bond and Poster Boy... My, youve grown;)
EUphoria my internet line is down so Im like a fish out of water. Work at the vet lab is going well....I can see its going to keep me busy and with less time to ruminate I will be a much happier person. Also...I went to the gym last night and everbody (and their brothers) were there. Including my first major crush, mr sexy DB himself. I used to dream about this guy for my first 2 years of HC..... but i was a yellerie so he couldnt take me on..it was against the "rules". But Im a big girl now and he looked happy to see me;)
Single Life The suitors are coming out the woodworks. Bajan men just got me feeling gorgeous. It feels great to bask in the flattery all the while taking it with a pinch of salt. Im actually being courted. I havent had this happen in ages and just a tiny part of me kinda likes it. Poor guy doesnt know he's barking up the wrong tree though. Maybe I should tell him today.... yeah I'll do that. Happy Belated
Marcus is finally 23. hope you had a geat time buddy:)
life is good im loved
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and why is my ass on kadooment.com?? ALL unflattering pics! humph
