why is it that sometimes when you say something that means so much to you, when you bare your soul, confess your feelings and say what you feel with every part of your being...it only seems pathetic and inadequate. yet again words have failed me.
this song NEVER fails to impress me ever...
Carnival - Destra featuring Machel
lorda mercy... take me back!!!!!!
seasons come and seasons go but carnival will last.... :D
Disclaimer: please take this blog for what it is... a load of sh!te talk
we're on the road to bomb-diggity (the pinkslip and I) This is a place where we're the collective bomb...but not only in our own minds (cause we DUN KNOW we da bomb) but in the international view (the world just hasnt caught on yet) And with regular gymming (Daanz youre welcome to come oogle ...ahem...work out with us. it cheap!) we can achieve this goal... and reach the place known as bomb-diggity. Gosh this going to be a long ass journey!
showed a buddy around today and gosh... our island is so beautiful!
All That Glitters Isnt Gold...But I want Me Some Shiny Stuff
I visited the home of an older guy today... hes well taken and doesnt drive the required BMW(more sh!te talk). But, the decor, the soothing jazz on the stereo, the warm welcome (he was the perfect host)...plus he's successful and attractive. I was thinking...when i get older and I get married (God forbid) I would love to come home to that every night.... my perfect husband (im sure he's not perfect) and our perfect house....
We Be Gymming! we decided on the gymnasium gym. And so far its looking like a wise decision. alot has to be said for walking distance, especially for one terrified of getting behind the wheel (im a wus). also the environs are "easy on the eyes" if you get what i mean. eye candy was present today in suprising amounts. and not the "it guys" (yes, this is my new term govie) the nice guys that dont think they're too much of the sh*t to talk to a normal girlie, like myself. but... just looking. aint nothing wrong with that.
but i fell asleep at 8. cardio makes me tired. :)
I Miss You I was just told that I was missed. and i wonder what it is he misses about me. really? how hard could it possibly be to miss me? Im not the easiest person to get along with... not the most pleasant and friendly. when describing Ade, Im sure people dont say, "She's a nice girl." Cause Im really not. So... he says he misses me. But does he miss me like a soldier misses a gangrenous leg? or he could just be lying. But... Im missing you... so I hope youre missing me.
so the pinkslip has landed...shea when you coming in again? we need to complete the quintet. B Girls Ho!!! (ok that didnt sound right)
so the Gymnasium gym it is...no problem...extra money in the pocket!
and this is the official declaration... apparently theres some doubt
I, Ade Kinch, am not interested in any kind of relationship, either physical or emotional with any male, female or living creature. If it seems that way... apparently i give some mixed signals... but its not the case
I have to admit.... I am the Drama Queen they claim me to be.
Im so sick of Direct TV. Im trying to look at it as a chance to learn spanish for free.... but this is kinda ridiculous. MTVla (la= Latin America...which Barbados is obviously a part of) SUX DONKEY BALLS!!! Where's my Real World Paris?
At the moment Im trying to choose a gym with the pinkslip. We already hotta than peppa...but yuh know...
Im still feeling World Gym at this moment...even though theyre frauds. But maybe it might work to join the peanut girl at Surfside... or just go to the Gymnasium. Its within walking distance and theres plenty rollerblading space around.
Then theres the cute guy factor to consider. I know World Gym wins that round hands down....but gosh these gym gorillas so self absorbed. But eye candy so scarce in these parts you just have to take what you get....and it can always work as inspiration...
anyways... whatever the decision... it needs to be made soon. Some rich older guy with a BMW/Benz is looking for a trophy girlfriend to fill the front seat and to spoil rotten and I have requirements to meet. yes take me seriously and go tell it to the mountains... Ade is a gold digger;)
Finding Nemo today was a great day. didnt start off too kosher (but we have to love our parents, dont we?) but things ended up being ok in the end. I watched three movies. Nothing like a good movie or novel to take your mind off things. That, coupled with wonderful company made for happy times.
Finding Nemo was such an enjoyable movie. I laughed the whole time. its a must see.
in all...today was a good day. just taking it one day at a time
Take 2 i wrote this long ass blog last night but it got lost in cyberspace. Im kinda glad it didnt go through though.... now after much sleep and detoxification i shall try again.
I had a good time last night. Finally got to meet that lil girl, Kiwi in person and of course it was just a big girls night out. I dont think I'll be doing the partying thing though. It just isnt the same anymore...
it was so good to hang out with "the girls" again. its been such a long time and i realised that i missed it. All my BGirls that I dissed for the magic stick giver took me back into the crew without so much as a blink. its so good to know that even though boyfriends come and go you have your true friends to help you pick up the pieces.
COT Fathers Day is going well. I went to the beach with the family (Neeks was missing though:( and thoroughly enjoyed the company...even on 3 hours sleep. . Now for icecream with the little vampire. oh the simple things in life....so nice