so... i know im mood swinging like a bitch. As fickle as ever. BUT...the official reports are in and the summer forecast is predicting thunderstorms with the occasional flash flood, (lots of waterworks). Yeah this is going to be one f*cked up summer.
but on the brighter side of things... apparently im hot stuff. guys dig me. now if only i could dig them back....but i just aint feeling it. typical female... always wants exactly what she can't have.
and one more thing
people think im a rapist (girls and guys at that!) i must ooze desperation or something.
NO I DONT WANT YOUR STUFF!! you know who you are;)
did i mention its great to be home? this is the honeymoon phase and im enjoying it. My little vampire just has to get used to his aunty..... sigh. this is pleasure. and the invites to party are coming in already....so maybe my brokeness wont be a factor this summer
so im home... dunno exactly what this means. I just know it means something totally different from what it's meant for the past 3 years.
the flight was bumpy. so cloudy. But at the same time Ive never seen Trinidad look so beautiful. And even though the whole journey was turbulent the landing was very smooth. maybe thats going to be the analogy, rough journey revealing wondrous things, with a good ending after its all over.
i will survive this.
and my little vampire is getting so big. pics later:D
First off….Im no longer a blonde. I have to say that being a blonde sucked majorly but that might have been a coincidence. So far I have to say I’ve been a brunette for some hours and its already looking like LOADS of fun. ;)
My summer has yet to start. I’m still mucking around with these parasites and the joy is gone. My attention span is notoriously short.
Ahhh… but when I get home… I’m going to be like the Prodigal Daughter. I have to beg back with some friends that I’ve neglected. But true friends understand right…?
And I’m going through this unattractive phase right now. Maybe it’s the scars, or the pinkslip’s mirror, or watching too many music videos (why is Beyonce so gorgeous?) or PMS…. I don’t know… but whatever it is Ade is not looking cute. Hopefully it’s all in my head. But nothing like a walk through Port of Spain to boost that ego. Vagrants just aren’t picky:D