so i went in to POS looking for a dress for this dinner on saturday...I have it in my mind Im only spending 300TT (100BDS) or at most 400. Now in trini you would be lucky to find a decent dress for that price. But you know how dressing room lights are...DEPRESSING! SO I left POS and went to the mall. When i get there I see my favourite word in the whole wide world SALE and guess who got 3 dresses for the budgeted price days like this make everything worthwhile. and i studied hard and i went to the gym!
Damn, today was just one of those days you wish to erase from history (why do I have the urge to say "not because of Marcus"...people trying to turn my damn blog into Days of Our Lives) Couldnt sleep, but went to class anyways, only to end up sleeping in class. I NEVER sleep in class. I have this little theory, if Im going to be sleeping then it has to be in my bed and school just dont see me. SO i just skipped the rest of the gosh darn day and slept. Just woke up.
Not so terrible you say?
Well this is the same shit I pulled last year. Lost all semblance of energy and interest in school.It cant happen again this year. I need to be good!
and im just feeling down and i cant blame it on hormones.
I just think its time to go home. I havent seen Barbados in ages (6 months to be exact) and maybe I need recharging. I think Im ready.
This thing has its advantages.....like I can look back and laugh at myself. or see when i got my hair done last and just note little foolish things that happen in my life. BUT then theres the downside where people think they know you cause they read this. i mean its quite possible to have a glimpse into the disturbed mind of Ade Kinch but then it also makes stupid people think they have the right to judge me by what i write here, or theyre the odd comments that make me think...this is why i dont like people or this is why im not in a hurry to get back to Barbados. Mostly I guess Id rather not know that some people read what I write.
BUT in all I cant complain, by blogging I put myself out there and I should deal with whatever comes. and still the question remains...