I'm Standing on a bridge I'm waitin in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now Theres nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but theres no sound
Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
im looking for a place searching for a face is anybody here i know cause nothings going right and everythigns a mess and no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
oh why is everything so confusing maybe I'm just out of my mind yea yea yea
shes 18 what the hell does she know about it? :) ade
My So Called Life If's really quite easy to get carried away on this thing and bare your soul, wear your emotions on your sleeve, you know things like that. But that wouldnt be the wisest thing to do.....its not cool to leave yourself open like that.
But what a shitty night. Really. In life there are things you dont know and there are things youre sure of...just as the sky is blue.... (they say the universe is beige but anyways) The latter category is usually the much much smaller one. So what happens when just one more thing gets removed from that group and added to the "I dont have a clue" section? You feel like youre upstream without a paddle, out to sea without a sail...etc etc. Lost practically. But such is life. It's not the first time and it wont be the last.
My Former Self so the new year is coming and this is the time things are supposed to change the most. People make resolutions they know theyre not going to keep and try to change things that they know they cant change. Me? I wont bother. But whether I like it or not things have definitely changed in my life and I have to deal with it. So what do I do with this freedom/sense of loss? I dont know. The first instinct is to do all the things I couldnt do before. Find temporary things to fill the void. But I know thats not what I really want. So I guess I will just continue as Ive been. Wondering whats next and when I wont have to deal with "news" given to me in the middle of the night that I have no way of coping with.
All these losses in the name of education. maybe it's for the best broken ade
Broad Band so the food is getting to me. i cant say no to good philly cheese steaks and neither do i want to. but its showing. and i cant whine to anyone (yes you!!) because people think its just that...whining. But the nicknames Ragu (thick sauce) and broad band (thanks to little sis) are now fitting and the jeans that used to fit just arent. But I think I'll lose about 5 pounds once i quit this joint. SO i can bitch and moan to myself. its my blog and i can pretty much say what i want. i dont like gaining weight and i dont like limiting what i eat...life is too short. what a conundrum
im done packing. i leave on monday, i just hate packing so much its great to get it out the way. well its 12:22am and Im about to go to Club Inferno, Minority Report is playing in the DVD player and no one is watching it, im chatting with a sexy guy on msn and doggy Duke (golden lab) is snoring away. life is good. fat and all:) ragu signing out
