Morph change is in the air. i feel like my days of being a caterpillar are over. im about to go into my pupa and emerge as something different. Whether I'll be a butterfly or a moth is yet to be seen but at least I'll be 100% Ade and that cant be a terrible thing...can it?
Getting back my exam results just helped me to see that every thing I do has a consequence. I paid the price for my lazing around and my excessive sleepiness. It felt good at the time to skip classes and sleep late but then I got back what I put in and it was a really sh*tty feeling. That terrible feeling was much stronger than the great feeling of 2 hours extra sleep. Thats just life though. making choices. Deciding which evil is lesser or which joy is greater. Deciding whether you can deal with tomorrow's consequences of the decisions you make today. There wont always be an immediate reaction to your action but sh*t will catch up to you sooner or later. I belive in karma. You get out of life exactly what you put in. If you do bad things to people youd better believe that its going to come back and bite you in the a$$. yeah...this exam really got me thinking.
finally...if a tree falls in the forest and no one hears it....it doesnt matter because there's some bug out there without a daddy.
And These Are The Days Of Our Lives my life is a serious roller coaster. Today did not start off nicely at all. hopefully things will pick up. Note to self...exams that you dont study for will come back to haunt you long after youve done them
Back To Reality This weekend was quite phenomenal. I partied every night and slept all day. I love long weekends!!!! Went to a pool and got my tan on. then today it rained...and rained and rained...and its still raining. Its flooding all over the damned place and im forced to wear my boots (not wellies!!!). My sneakers got soaked through. Would it be too much to ask for the drains to be cleaned BEFORE the rain? Well anyways...its hard not having internet access in your own room. But its a necessity. I have neither the self control nor the money for such a luxury. Talking about luxuries...i saw how the rich and famous lived in trinidad and my Im envious. I want my view of the sea and my pool (waterfall and rock fountain included) too. One day soon ade
Hi, My Name Is Ade and Im a Party-aholic I realised last night that I have a problem. I was down to my last dollars and I spent them on a party. Im addicted to going out. sigh. If Im not out on the weekends then I feel like Im missing out on something. help needed ade
A Pink Slip Blog The perfect Gift today/yesterday was my birthday... thank you all for the greetings. I got some very special gifts this year: (not in order of any kind) A trip home to get some rest and be lazy good and proper Warm greetings starting around 1am!!!!! and, being sick and all, a bouquet of flowers and a fruit basket with a note wishing me a speedy return to health (*blushing*)
Birthdays are a tad over-rated, but we love them anyway, that special day of 365/366, when the world is supposed to revolve around you, even if it's just your world of friends. Ppl have various ways to celebrate. me? i watched a whole bunch of tv, slept, and coughed here and there! it was a time to reflect...or more like catch up on the tv i'm gonna be missing once i start studying for my test on wednesday! hhehehehe
i dont feel any different, but to you all young'uns, remember: I'm older and wiser!
p.s the birthday cake... probably make that on thursday! or for xmas, or whenever i get around to it! supposed to make it since sept 19! lol
