I have people that look out for me and that treat me really well. And I have no clue why they do it. I have very little to offer anybody in return. I know that sometimes people just get a high off being sweet to others but most people want something in return. And here I am...with nothing to offer anyone getting the greatest treatment. The funniest thing is Im not even an exceptionally nice person.
Anyways...Im going to a Sean Paul concert tonight. It should be cool. An experience. Tomorrow I hope to go to the beach. Its such a beautiful day today and Im stuck in frigging vet school . So tomorrow...Maracas here i come! (wishful thinking)
A few days ago someone told me that before he got to know me he thought I was a major b*tch. I was in shock. I couldnt believe those were the vibes I was giving off. heheh Now I know why no one wants to talk to me:) Cause Im an unapproachable b*tch with an attitude problem. and I look like Im angry at the world. I like that reputation. If only it would work on the ugly dudes that come talking to me in a party. Not that Im all focussed on looks or anything but why is it that the people really shouldnt be cocky are the ones with the "im the sh*t" attitude". Yuh know...lemme hush cause someone might be saying the same thing about me.
THe good thing though...was that after he told me I act like a real ass, he told me that once he got to know me he realised I was a cool person. now thats funny!
Lost in love is what I feel when Im with you. 143 dont you love that song! i do...dont know who sings it though.
Another Day.... Life is grinding to a halt right now....yuh know its during the week and theres really nothing of consequence to discuss.
My nephew is getting big and im not there to see....my little sis is back in the london and i dont know when i'll see her next, havent seen one of my best friends in months and months and even when i had a chance to see my other girlfriends in barbados i was too caught up in other things to take the oppotunity.... but i got the pink slip:) even if shes a little sickly and i have my flat mates and "Scry".... im a lucky girl. I got good people around me:) and just as good people thinking about me even if theyre far away. Like N....dont know who it is but he/she is missing me. its nice to be missed
It's election time again in good ol trickbad and this means that EVERY ad on the radio is a political ad. Name calling and character assassination. This is the third election since Ive been here.They need to get it together!! Ive told Trinis on many occasions...they dont have politics they have race voting so I will stay my little black ass at home until it is all over and one corrupt party or the other has won. I dont have much faith in politicians. You give any mildly twisted person that much power and youre bound that have another Basdeo Panday on your hands. but enough of that.
My days of misery are officially over...well for 2 weeks at least. Confounded hormones!!! All they do is get you into trouble. If theyre not causing you to bitch and bite people's heads off then theyre causing some lesser mortal to try get into your pants. People that arent married should be made to go on hormone therapy....or you should at least have the option....do i want to be miserable for two weeks or not? Do i want to be h..... OK I wont go there...my mum might be reading this page:)
Its my page I can talk about PMS if I want to...so there!
Well Im in the library supposed to be doing work. So I'll get to it and try to get some A's this year.
Im in a good mood today. Maybe it has something to do with having control of the tv (im not on halls!!) and getting a good morning call. Well anyways...whatever the reason....the outcome is Im over it all. Thats for now...my mind changes quickly and regularly. But for right now I dont hate females and my words of wisdom for today are...
If you cant compete then dont
live and learn forgive and forget get over it
im just feeling so enlightened today.
so for those whose eyes i wanted to scratch out previously (if i had nails:) I dont right now .the Thug Miss (thats me!!) is under control and not feeling violent.