Im in an anti-male mood right now. OK....not all men but all the half-ass men there are knocking about the place. The ones that give good men the bad name. I think they should all be herded onto some deserted island. Then they shouldnt be let off til they learn!
nothing more to write about now. Well theres plenty but im not really in mood....(yeah Im moody!)
Damn Im a difficult person to love. I dont know many that are up to the challenge. I cant apologise for being myself though. So the question is are you strong enough. like the song
Strong Enough - Sheryl Crow
God I feel like hell tonight The tears of rage I cannot fight I'd be the last to help you understand Are you strong enough to be my man..
Well, nothing's true, and nothing's right So let me be alone tonight 'Cause you can't change the way I am Are you strong enough to be my man..
Lie to me, I promise I'll believe Lie to me, But please don't leave.
I have a face I cannot show I make the rules up as I go Just try and love me if you can Are you strong enough to be my man.. Are you strong enough to be my man.. Are you strong enough to be my man.. Are you strong enough to be my man..
When I've shown you that I just don't care When I'm throwing punches in the air When I'm broken down and I can't stand Would you be man enough to be my man..
Lie to me, I promise I'll believe Lie to me, But please don't leave
Here I am hoping that a certain Bajan lad would hurry up and be all up in my...space!
Studying went well. Maybe I can do this anatomy thing. Its really a terrible feeling when you know you arent going to realise your true potential. I can do this sh*t but just not in one day. Life goes on.
Im feeling like a train station again. People coming in to my life, spending a limited time and moving on out with the next train. So few ever stay around.
It's hard getting all attached to someone only to have them continue their journey of life in a different direction from yours. And all that keep in touch stuff. It never works. Well it doesnt for me.
As much as they mean to me while theyre around (and visa versa hopefully) once theyre gone...they're gone. Out of my life. So all these emotions and efforts spent for nothing. One has to question the intelligence of getting close to anyone in the first place. Especially when you know theyre going to be gone from your geography after some time.
I love Hellos.
I hate Goodbyes.
What a terrible combination.
So I wish you only the best in your life and maybe some time our paths will cross again. Til then take care and try hard not to forget me cause I'm not likely to forget you.
Next train leaving for Jamaica. All aboard.
On a brighter note. I'm in love (not really) with this guy Barry from Jugglers Sound System. Yeah yeah Im a groupie...so what. You need to see this guy's smile.Just lit up the whole of Club Coconuts. And the pics on this page dont do him justice.
Just appreciating from a distance. aint one thing wrong with that!
