Love Yourself That's my good advice for the day. Also never give someone the power to alter your mood. Although it often seems beyond your control. But try anyways. Wow, I just heard this song that I haven't heard in years!
Insensitive by Jan Arden
How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss? How do you rid the sweat, after the body bliss? How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare? How do you block the sound of a voice, you'd know anywhere? Oh, I really should have known by the time you drove me home, by the vagueness in your eyes, casual good-byes, by the chill in your embrace, the expression on your face that told me you might have some advice to give, on how to be insensitive How do you numb your skin, after the warmest touch? How do you slow your blood, after the body rush? How do you free your soul, after you've found a friend? How do you teach your heart, its a crime to fall in love again? Oh, you probably won't remember me, its probably ancient history. I'm one of the chosen few who went ahead and fell for you. I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch, I fell too fast, I feel too much. I thought that you might have some advice to give, on how to be insensitive.
Why are people like that? What benefit does one get from hurting another person? I mean soemtimes it's not intentional, but people can be plain mean sometimes. I guess that's what life is all about. Dealing with those SOB's out there. It's always important to learn from mistakes and avoid such people when possible. Even though there are wolves in sheep's clothing there's always some of the bad shining through. It's just time to leave when you see that. Don't stay around for the full unveiling...for the de-wooling so to speak:) OK...enough words of wisdom. im beginning to feel like Ms. Cleo now! More later...or even sooner. Im procrastinating
Am I back in the blogging mood? I can't be sure. I guess I will have to see. Reason for lapsing on the whole blog thing...I guess its been a rocky week or so and Im not in the mood to bare my soul completely here. That would be dumb wouldnt it? Im in a much better mood now. For now. SO I slept in class today...for about 20 mins straight. Im so tired! It was a rough night. Definitely. Im fighting the urge to go to my bed now...thus the blogging.
I'll be home in 3 days. The countdown is definitely on. Just to be away from this computer and this tiny ass room will be enough for me. My world isnt usually this small and there just too much personality (mine!) to fit in this little place. It's crowded in here. Things at school are stressing me out as well. I need to get away from that. The people in administration just don't care about the students. In fact im convinced theyre trying to make it harder for us. As though it wasn't hard enough. OK its time to get back to school now. One more hour of pathology (4 hours in one day. AHHHHH). Im praying to keep my sanity as I type. More later